Let Me Forget (Now or Never)

Chapter Eleven

RECAP

Tommy seeming to sense this turned me around pulling me by the waist and gently kissed me on the lips. I froze for a split second only to recover and kiss him back with everything I had in me.

This kiss meant so much to me.

It felt so right like I was on my own cloud nine.

He then pulled me tighter getting rougher moving one of his hands into my hair, while I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him even closer if that was even possible. Feeling out of breath we both pulled back trying to catch our breath while we stared into each other eyes. He then leaned over and kissed me one last time on the lips making me feel like I was in heaven.

When we untangled ourselves from each other we then walked to car hand in hand both with a big grin on our faces.

I guess all things happen for a reason.

Chapter Eleven

"Tommy don't leave me" I screamed trying to get a grip on his arm only for him to rip his hand away from mine glaring at me with so much hatred just before turning around and walking away.

I collapsed to the ground not caring if my clothes got messed up, my heart felt like it was going fall out any second now feeling half of me go with him. I cried my sorrows away not caring who saw but then again we were in a forest no one was around to see a poor little fragile girl like me bawled up on the ground anyway.

"Ha, ha, ha I told you no one would love you your ugly your dumb, for crying out loud you aren't even pure who the f$#k will want a filthy piece of crap like you anyways" Chase said just before kicking into my stomach repeatedly, laughing hauntingly.

I gasped springing out of bed feeling my hair stick to my sweaty body as I did so. I slowly came off the bed with a squeak, shivering as I made my way to my bathroom.

I quickly took of my night clothes then swiftly jumped into the shower trying to relax my nerves.

Ever since the kiss me and Tommy shared I been having strange dreams about him leaving me not wanting to do anything with me.

I sighed feeling frustrated with myself deciding I had been in the shower for too long, turning the water off as I stepped out of the tub.

Walking into my walk in closet I picked out a floral long sleeve dress that reached my knees with a pattern stocking that matched perfectly along with my black ballet flats.  Glancing at the time on my night stand  I quickly brushed my hair into a messy ponytail grabbing my cardigan, I ran downstairs  making my way to the front door to leave but at the corner of my eye a saw my father staring mindlessly out the window, his back turned from me.

Sighing instead of me reaching to school on time, I made a hastily decision deciding to comfort my dad instead knowing that he was thinking about mom again. I'm sure the school won't miss me for a few minutes I muttered to myself as I made my way to dad slowly not wanting to startle him.

I then slowly rested my head on his shoulder wrapping my arms around his abdomen, I felt him tense for a split second only for him relax into me.

He tried to wipe his tears away failing miserably failed only to have more escape.

"Oh, Aida I've missed you hugging me so" he all but chocked out a he flung me into his lap hugging onto me for dear life. I felt my tears slowly start to come as well from the overwhelm felling in being in my dad's arm what felt like forever.

  We didn't say letting our bodies do the talking by us just hugging, that was one thing that me and my father both had in common we didn't really need to say a lot to tell each other how we feel, with my mother we talked for hours and hours explaining while me and dad either had to look in each other's eyes or shoe a bit of affection, now I don't mean anything sexual just a gentle kiss on the cheek or forehead or simply a hug  to show our father daughter bond.

"I've missed you daddy" I whispered into his ear feeling him shaking under me, guessing it was from him crying.

"I've missed you so bad baby girl you have no idea in the world" he whispered back.

I slowly raised my head to look into his to see him give me a genuine smile raising my hand to his cheek feeling his untrimmed beard tickle my fingertips.

"Eww daddy have you gone cave man style on me" I giggled lightly, only to hear my dad join in a few minutes later looking down at me like I was the best thing he has ever seen in his life then all of a sudden he was tickling the life out of me.

"I gasped trying to get away from him, but me being weak and what was so not working. He then finally only to stare into my eyes with so much love and adoration it brought tears to my eyes yet again.

His eyes flickered to the clock above my head only be shocked by whatever time it was. I then slowly did the same and gasped at what time it was, does time fly or what but it was already 1 o'clock

"Aida your school was called in 6 hours ago" he almost but exclaimed looking at me with big eyes, I looked away sheepishly from his gaze.

"So what you're saying is dad is that you would of rather me be on time to school than have this life changing bond we had for the last 6 hours" I asked pretending to feel hurt.

"He widened his eyes bigger if that was even possible to then say "To heck with school" he said grinning down at me. I returned it then made out way to the living room.

"That's what I thought" I said laughing at dad who returned it with a mock glare

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For the rest of the day we stayed home lounging on the couch chatting about every and anything, and if you're wondering if I told him about my nightmares and anything to deal with Chase the answer is no, and by the time we were done talking we were both content and happy.

"So what do you want to do now sweetheart" dad asked casually.

"Welllllll" I dragged out "I have work in the next two hours so how about we both just chill and watch some TV, if it sounds good to you" I said

"Television is fine by me, but you do know you don't have to go to work today right" he said happily.

"I know but I want too" I said nonchalantly.

Dad frown for a second then grinned at me like if he knew something I didn't. I rolled my eye not paying him any attention what-so-ever.

Ohhh boy I wonder what's going on in that head of his now I groaned mentally.