i have been awake for several hours now just thinking of what to do. i have ceased to feel exhaustion.
love can overpower any other feeling,
and i think that's what's happening now.
i cannot explain how much i love you, because it is beyond words. but i know that if you give an 'i love you' to me, i cannot accept it.
i fear that i have felt too much before. too much pain and too many times abandoned...
beaten and left for tears to drown me, i just suffer.
i swear by it that i would do anything to protect you, but i do not trust my emotions not to sneak up and steal me away.
'i love you' is my one last say.
