Submissive Heart (BDSM Love Story)

Back Again

I sat in Justin's office most of the morning shifting through paper. He was on the phone yelling something in I could never guess. Justin eventually calmed down enough to say his goodbyes and hang up. He leaned back in his chair and growled.

"Little one, I'm sorry you had to hear that." He shook his head. "They are trying to produce with a rubber we tested with a while back that ended up changing and degrading after frequent use. It isn't anything serious to the consumer. It would just make the company look bad."

"Did it get fixed?"

"Of course. I wasn't going to let them do something so detrimental to the company name." Justin looked at me smiling. "You're a good little girl."

"Thank you, Sir.!" I smiled and finished sorting through the papers and stood up leaving them on the low glass coffee table he had just had moved into his office.

"Go sit by the phones for a bit... If you need run by the break room for a snack. I saw you didn't eat much in the way of breakfast. Get one of the muffins." He smiled at me and started dialing a number.

I grabbed a blueberry muffin and sat in my rolling chair. It was nice and cozy inside my little desk space.

"Hey, Angel," Julie walked over to my desk and handed me a pile of papers with sticky notes on them. "Master wants me to give you these for Mr. Heart." She looked at my half eaten muffin. "You're never going to keep an adiquit figure if you eat like that." She handed me a water bottle. "This is cucumber water. Try it."

I blinked slightly and began to speak as she started walking away throwing my muffin in the trash. "Okay then....." I looked at the water and shrugged.

"You seem tense..." Avonk smiled at me and leaned against my desk. "I know it seems weird, but we all have to stay thin, pretty, and perfect. It's what makes the company look best." She chuckled. "Besides you could stand to lose a few pounds."

"Avonk! Get your ass in here!" Her master screamed for her. He sounded angry.

She left me sitting at my desk looking down at myself. "I'm not that fat..."

I spent the rest of the morning typing and feeling self conscious everytime someone looked my way. Justin walked out and picked up the bottle of water sitting on my desk.

"Where did you get this?" He raised an eyebrow at me and sat it back down. "What would you like for lunch today?"

"Whatever you'd like... I'm just going to get a salad." I didn't look at him but kept tapping on my computer.

"Little one," Justin turned off my monitor. "You never get just salad. You'll get chicken salad. Or even a side salad with soup." He forced me to look into his eyes. "What made you change your appitite so suddenly?"

I shrug and look at the ground. "I just think a diet would do me some good."

Justin let go of my chin. "What makes you say that?"

"I've been thinking that for a while..." I couldn't meet his gaze.

"Angel, my office. Now." He pulled my chair back and seemed to lead me into his office. "Why won't you tell me?"

"There's nothing to tell, Sir..." I stood by his desk and looked down at the floor.

"Fine. Put your hands on my desk. Place them flat and bend over." He positioned me how he wanted me to stand. "Angel, stand like this. And do not move." I was bent over my hands in front of me. My butt was out slightly.

I looked back at him in time to see him bringing a paddle back and swinging it. It hit the bottom half of my behind with a loud painful thwack. I cried out in pain. He pulled back again and spanked me again. I felt with every hit my skin becoming more and more sore.

He stopped after a particularly painful hit. "Please tell me why you were lying to me..."

"Avonk and Julie were telling me I needed to lose weight, because I was too fat for the company." I felt tears rolling down my face and falling onto the papers on his desk. "I just want to be good enough..."

Justin gently stood me up. "I'm sorry, little one." He gently stroked my hair and kissed my forehead. "I shouldn't have been that hard on you. You are very sweet. And you are perfect." He wrapped his arms around me and smiled. "You're my sweet little pet."

I nodded and sniffled. "Can we get Kasey or An to bring us something today?"

"Tomorrow if you really want we can bring left over or ask Kasey to bring us something. But today I'll were going to get something." He led me out of his office and stood me by the door while he quickly walked into both of his partners' offices and spoke to them.

When he came out, he gently walked me to the car. Slinding in I winced and whimpered up at him. "I'm sorry, little one." He got into the other side and took my hand gently biting it. "Smile."

I giggled and smiled up at him.

....

Nyda sat across from us drinking her coffee. "I need to sleep more. I've been pulling doubles all week and its killing me." She smiled at me. "Enough about me though how have you been?"

"I'm okay..." I pick at my salad with my fork. "Its been busy."

Nyda nodded and sighed. "Eat. You need you're strength now more then ever." She looked at my stomach smiling again. "Hey, Justin, do you have any plans tonight?"

"I was hoping to take Angel to meet my father and step mother." Justin took a long sip of his drink. "They have been interested in talking to her."

"She'd have an awkward time with that." Nyda laughed and looked down at me teasingly.

"Your orders..." The waitress set down our plates and I blinked.

"Miss... I don't think I ordered this...?" I had ordered a cup of soup with a salad. She had brought me an odd chicken lemon thing.

"Mr. Heart told me you would much rather want this... Sir?" She timidly looked between us.

"I decided you needed something else." He smiled at her and rubbed my knee. "I knew you wouldn't order it yourself so I ordered it for you."

Nyda chuckled to herself. "He's got you there."

I giggled and picked up my fork. "Thank you, sir." He pat my head and started eating.