Oblivious // Wolfstar

Broken Boys

A/N: The italics are dreams or memories

"Siri! Come Play!"

" I'm coming Reg"

The two young boys ran through the manor,chasing each other gleefully. This was the last summer they had before the older of the two had to go to Hogwarts. Sirius ran past the family tree tapestry without a care in the world. As he ran up the stairs he was stopped by his father.

" Sirius you're much too old to be playing such childish games,don't you think?" Sirius gulped and nodded sheepishly. " Besides, don't you have packing to do?" Sirius nodded again. His father pushed him towards the bedroom. Sirius stumbled forward and walked to the room.

"FASTER!"

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Sirius packed his trunk in his room. He packed his inks and quill ,along with his spell books. He tucked his wand away into his pocket.

"Siri, come play with me!"

"not right now,Regulus"

The younger boy tugged on his sleeve. "Pleease"

Sirius shoved him away " I Said not now!" Regulus backed away. His eyes were filled with an emotion.

Terrified

" Reg,I'm sorry," Sirius tried. Regulus ran,tears streaming down his face. Sirius dropped to his knees.

"I'm sorry"

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"Sirius wake up! We're gonna be late to Charms!" 

Sirius opened his eyes to find Remus standing over him. He subconsciously wiped his eyes. Remus seemed to notice.

" Pads, are you okay?" 

He nodded, trying to hold in the sob. Remus smiled at him sympathetically for a moment before pulling on to his feet. He threw clothes into his face.

"Hurry up!"

Sirius laughed and quickly put the clothes on. Remus grabbed his hands and dragged him out the door. Butterflies erupted in his stomach.

They started walking faster and eventually broke out into a run. Sirius saw a flash of green and silver and looked behind him. There was his younger brother Regulus. Regulus seemed to sense Sirius looking at him and turned his head. Sirius was confronted with a death stare, filled with hatred.

Sirius slowed down. His vision blurred. Memories flashed through his head. He felt like he couldn't breath. He collapsed to the ground and started choking on sobs he was trying to hold back. They racked his body.

"Sirius? Sirius are you ok?" 

Remus turned around to find Sirius on his hands and knees. He looked like he was being electrocuted. The werewolf dropped down. He  thought he heard the other boy whisper something under his breath.

" I'm sorry, I'm so sorry"

Remus rubbed his back. 

 " It's ok. You'll be ok."

 He looked up at me and his face was red and covered in salty tears. Remus tried to smile at him. He hated seeing him like this. He looked so broken. Moony gently pulled him up and walked him to the bathroom.

Remus turned on the sink and pulled his long silky hair back. He rubbed tiny circles in Sirius' back as he splashed the cold water into his face. After a while he sat down on the floor.

"Take deep breaths" 

 Remus sat behind him and started to braid his hair. " What's wrong, Padfoot?"

He spoke slowly, " You wouldn't understand"

" Wouldn't I?"

" Everyone hates me"

" I don't, James and Pete don't"

" My whole family does"

"Oh, I see. What makes you think I wouldn't understand"

He laughed," Because everyone loves you"

Remus scooted closer to him. 

"That's not true. My family despises werewolves. They would always say how they were mindless creatures. When I was bitten our relationship was never the same. I never really talk to them and I avoid going home for the holidays"

Sirius was silent for a while. " I never knew that"

"I've never told anyone"

They sat there for a while. Remus heard his stomach growl, so he suggested they go the the kitchen.

" Sure, Moony"

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Remus was sitting on his bed reading his DADA book, when a big black dog jumped on his lap. Remus laughed and tried to push the dog off, but he transformed.

" Yes, Sirius?"

" Can I talk to you?"

" Of course"

" I have to tell you something..... I'm .. I think I'm gay?"

" That doesn't matter to me. You know that"

" Yeah I know, but..."

" But what?"

" IthinkIlikeyou"

"What?"

" I said.... I think... IthinkIlike....you"

The room was silent. Sirius tried to move off of Remus' bed,but Remus had a firm hold on his wrist.

" Please say something, anything"

Silence

" At least let me go!"

Remus sighed and pulled Sirius into a hug. " Do you really?"

Sirius nodded,unsure. Remus laughed. " Oh, thank God!"

" Moony?"

Remus let go of the other boy. Sirius looked at him confused. Remus was pondering something in his mind before he leaned in and gave Sirius a peck on the lips. Sirius sat there for a second before pulling Remus in for another  kiss.

They pulled away after a moment. Sirius turned into Padfoot and curled up against Remus and that's how they spent the rest of the night.

 Edited 1/29/17