Oblivious // Wolfstar

Stardust

Sirius took a long drag from his cigarette. It calmed him down. He inhaled the smoke and sighed. The stars looked so beautiful that night. Reminded him of a certain someone's eyes. He shook his head.  

No, don't think about him.

The boy chuckled softly.  It's not easy for him to just forget, even with a cigarette clouding his   thoughts. He looked down at the ground, his long hair covering his face.  It was a long way down. Sirius sighed again and sat down on the edge of the wall of the astronomy tower. He put the tube between his chapped lips and let the smoke fill his lungs. Slowly the teen took it away and flicked some of the ash into a crevice between the stones on the ledge he was sitting on. He closed his eyes.

How easy would it be to just jump?

Let it all go

Forget about my family,

about Remus ,

about everything.

I could let go and just fly.

The black didn't even realize he was stepping off the edge until something grabbed his wrist. He whipped around to see the eyes. The eyes He'd been dreaming about, thinking about, and trying to forget.

" Sirius? What are you doing?"

Sirius smiled softly at him.  " Don't worry about me Remus, I'm fine."

Remus sighed and shook his head. Sirius could tell he didn't believe him, but he didn't object. Moony just sat down on the floor and patted the spot next to him. The boy reluctantly sat down. 

Remus took the  cigarette from his friend's hand and observed it. Looking at the orange stripe against the white cylinder , as if it was a foreign object. He ran the end along the stone floors and threw it down across the room. 

" Haven't seen one of those in a while," he said chuckling.  Remus looked up at the stars and grabbed Sirius'  hand subconsciously.  The latter's breath hitched in his throat. Remus seemed not to notice. Padfoot wasn't sure if he was pretending or not.

Pointing at the sky, the werewolf started talking about the stars. Somehow this calmed the animagus  more than any amount of smoke or alcohol ever could. Remus knew how much he loved the stars. Everything about them. 

How they are little balls of fire. They occupy all of the universe. They seem so large and important, yet they are so insignificant. Billions of stars and there are so many that just go out each minute. They just die without any notice, like they were never there at all.

Just like humans. 

Sirus felt someone squeeze his hand. He looked at Remus. He was staring into Sirius' eyes. It was like he could read his mind, look inside souls.

" You know Pads, we're all made out of stardust"

Sirius just smiled at him,lovingly. How could he just think of something so inspirational off the top of his head?

" Sirius. If you ever need someone don't forget I'm here for you. And if you're ever feeling like your an unimportant human being, just remember you really are a star. You're the dog star, Sirius. It flows in your blood. To remind yourself of how truly wonderful you are just look at that star and think of me. Think of the marauders and how much we all care for you so much. "

" Thank you, Moony. That really means a lot to me."He smiled at him and they stayed like that for the rest of the night.

Remus drifted off to sleep after a while. The Black conjured up a blanket from their bedroom and laid it across the two boys. He looked up at the stars and for once in  the whole week, He truly felt content.

" Goodnight, Moony" 

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Hey! Sorry it's been soooo long since I updated! I was reading some stories and I decided to write another chapter. I'm really trying to get better at writing, so let me know was that a good chapter? Also I've started a new story that isn't a fanfic. It's just an idea that I came up with while at school, so I would appreciate it if you checked it out. 

Another thing, I was wondering if there were any Phans out there. I got tickets to see TATINOF and I'm super exited! I've been reading a lot of Phanfictions ( probably waay too much,Oops). So yeah. I'll try to get writing more of this story and get more wizardy harry potter stuff going. I know this was kind of a generic and short chapter,but I'm working on it! 

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Edited 1/29/17