Her

chapter two

Days went by
and we were dating
everything was fine
she was a teenage who didnt know what would come into her life
like they say "life is like a roller coaster...it has ups and downs"

It took me months and pain
just to make this girl understand how to deal with this world and not to make mistakes
I was stupid
I never stupidity in me when i was in her age
but I didnt want her to walk in the same path as I did

The path i walked in was dangerous as you can imagine
I always gave people spaces to talk about me
curse at me
lie about me
laugh at me
and I didnt shut their mouth
I shutted mine instead

I dont want that
I dont want to watch her walk in the same path as I did
so I stopped her
and told her not to
couldn't explain the pain I had and still have when I was in her age

Without explanation...?
she denied me when I stopped her
she thought nothing would happen If she walked in the same path as I walked in

So i had to scream and get mad at her
and give her the pain
she asked me "why do you do this?"
"I did this so you could feel what I felt when I walked down that road"
I explained it to her in a pain way and not in a good way
cursed her the same way I got cursed
treated her the same way I got treated
gave her pain the same way I got pain

And then...she understood what I meant

Days by days,teaching this girl to do what is good
I did everything to keep this girl safe and clean

One day I asked for a picture of her
and she denied my request
I asked her why and this beautiful girl told me she was "ugly"
and it took me months to make her believe that she was

She couldnt see her own beauty
Imagine this...how can someone believe that they are beautiful when they get rejected or if their lover cheats on them?
they just cant!
cuz they will ask themselves "why the heck does this happen to me? why do they cheat on me? why when i ask a person out or to be mine they reject me? is it cuz of how i look? is it because Im ugly?
no...Its because people are blind
just because you get cheated on doesnt mean you are ugly
your partner is stupid...doesnt know your value...they want someone like them
your partner is stupid...doesnt know how you are and what you would do for them...they reject them cuz they want someone like them

Anyways...it took many months just to make her believe that she is beautiful again
and she did...finally