Her

chapter four

I remember when I got so mad at her
I wanted to make her jealous so she could stick to me more

I always believed her
I always loved her
I always wanted her

We planned our wedding and named our children while we were young and fresh blooded

But i wanted to make her a lady now...not when I marry her

I loved her so badly
that I asked her to promise me something
and she promised me before telling her
I told her...
"promise me...If we had a fight and we dont talk or dont talk anymore, or If i died...or something...anything...that makes us believe that we are not eachothers anymore...please promise me that you wont do anything stupid"
and she promised me again

One day...I did something on purpose
I cheated on her
I dont mean like I kissed another girl or dated another girl or anything
I mean...I flirted

And i can swear to you
I was so stupid haha
I didn't know that flirting is cheating
I can tell you I flirted on purpose
but I never meant to cheat on a girl who is perfect to me

I was so stupid
so stupid that I made my own girl cry for what I did
and so...everytime I hear her crying
I cry too
and I swear on my mother's head
I never cry for anyone but her

Here is what I know...I was stupid
very stupid

I promised her gold...I gave her silver instead