Her

chapter three

This girl was perfect
she did everything I wanted
and she did because she knew I was right

I told her
no talking to boys
dont greet them
dont look
dont have guy friends
dont have them on social media
dont do this
dont do that

she asked me why?
and I told her
"in this world...I dont trust anyone"
she told me something that was really funny to me
she told me "my guy friends are not like what you think of"
she had these type of guy friends
that was drinking 24/7
that always cheated on their girlfriends
that they could trick a girl to have sex with her

and she was blind
she was so blind she couldnt see her own friends while doin this to her bestfriend
her bestfriend's boyfriend did alot of stuff
and I didnt want her to go through the same thing as her bestfriend

Till this day...she always tried to convince me if she could talk to guys
she thought it was normal
she never listened to what I said

Babe...if you are reading this...?
I would never forbid you to do something if its good or okay

I was afraid
YES I was too overprotecting
but if I didnt watch you for one second...
you would do too many mistakes
and I remember when we had a fight
I moved my eyes from you
andd my own "brother" couldnt get enough of girls
he tried to get to you

Thats the fuck why I am overprotective
cuz I promised you safety
and I promise you...one day...if im still living?
you would come to me and thank me
If we were still together you would never know the pain I gained when I watched you and gave you my own strength energy and power
If you are with another man,you will know...
you will understand why I was SO overprotective

You will understand when the time when your man leaves you because of the mistakes you are doing
and why? cuz im pretty sure he wont watch you like I did
I dont let you do mistakes cuz i dont wanna leave you
if you do something that will break my heart...how do you expect me to stay...?
I accepted you for who you are

Your next man wont...