The Killing Mime

Chapter 4: It's okay Honey

Beep beep beep!

Arg! Shut the fuck up! I moan into my pillow as I try to find the snooze button.

Beep beep beep!

I jerk up yanking my covers off of me. I grab the alarm and yank it out of the outlet then throw it to the wall. It smashes into pieces, well at least it stopped ringing. Dammit that's the third one this month.

I yawn and sit up in bed. Wait... Crap! Gotta get to the airport, gotta get to the airport, gotta get to the airport!

I start running around my room trying to get to the shower and grabbing my clothes without tripping over boxes. Ha! In your face stuff can't trick me. Omf.

"FUDGE NUT CRACKERS!!!!!" I scowl at my luggage that tripped me as I sit in the middle of my room. "You win this time but beware that I'll get you back for what you've done. I'm watching you."

"Why are you talking to your luggage, honey?" A familiar voice behind me says. I freeze remembering it all to well even if it's been about two year since I heard it. I turn around and there stands my mom, or well my maid that I called mom.

"Mommy?" My chin starts to tremble as I remember that day I left. "H-how are you here?" A single tear slides down my cheek. I quickly wipe it away and close my eyes. I tuck my knees under my chin and wrap my arms around my legs.

"Aw honey, it's okay. It's okay to cry." She walks towards me and sits down, she pulls me towards her while I bury my head in the crook of her neck.

"Okay." I nod and let all the tears that I've been holding back since those 7 years fall down my face. "Okay mommy." I repeat again still allowing the tears to fall.

We sit there for a while, she's still holding my head to her and I don't want her to let me go.

"Mommy please don't let me go. I don't want to leave you, not again." I sob out and clutch her as if she's a life line.

"Oh baby, you know you have to leave not matter what." She whispers in my ear and I look up. She smiles sadly, "I saw the news last night."

"MOMMY I'M SO SORRY, I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAME OVER ME!" I sob louder while she keeps hugging me.

"I know I know. I need you to be strong and leave. Do it for me, I don't want to visit you and see you behind bars. I want to be able to hug and kiss you, my darling. Please do it for me." She pulls away and looks down at me, I can see tears swell in her eyes and it pains me to see her hurt.

"Hey baby girl, you need to listen to her." Another voice intrudes and I look up.

"Daddy!" I get up and run to the old gang leader, or as I like to call him daddy. He opens his arms as I run to hug him while I keep sobbing uncontrollably.

"It's okay. Shh, it's going to be okay." He smoothed my hair and pulls away to looks at me. "You need to leave now." I look at him and nod.

"Yeah okay. Wow, my first day being in charge and I already need to move away." I laugh and wipe my eyes.

"That's what I thought when I heard the news." He chuckles and hugs me again. "When you leave you need to be on the D.L."

"Gotcha I'll be more careful." I pull away and hug my mommy one last time. "I'll see you some other time."

They both nod and say goodbye and turn to leave. I sigh and head to the shower. Well that escalated quickly.

I hurry to take a shower, I get out and put on my clothes, I brush my teeth and hair. I grab my bags, phone, and keys. I let out a sigh as I walk down the stairs, I'll miss this place. I hope one day I can come back to it. With that I get on my bike and drive off not bothering to look back.