Save The Tears For When I Die { Ferard }

My mind hurts

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authors note: MCR is a band during this story, just pretend there are different members. I need to use their music. Enjoy!

I sat on the toilet, staring at the mirror. I didn't care who I was, but I care about who I love. Love. I didn't know any answers to the world, but I knew love.

I, Gerard Way, love Frank Iero.

Today felt like a hurricane, Frank told me he loved me and I ran away! Why am I such a fucking disaster?! I knew I liked him but I was shocked that he liked me back!

I sprinted outside but I didn't want to go to Frank becau-

I DO. I DO WANT TO GO TO FRANK, I LOVE HIM.

I ran off,

FRANKS P.O.V

My life just got pushed down a hill, a big one. I told Gerard I loved him and he ran away, he must never want to talk me again! It must be so awkward for him to know that his bestfriend is gay and that he loves him. I feel so embarrassed, I feel like someone ripped my lungs out. I love Gerard Way, he's my everything.

Oh what am I saying?! We're only in Grade 12!

But it's love, doesn't matter how old me and Gee are.

I ran to the abandon house me and Gee call our "secret hide out". I hurried up the stairs and went inside the room I decorated with pictures and posters. I plugged in my headphones and started playing "Brightside" by Never Shout Never thinking it might cheer me up. It didnt and I quickly changed it to "Ghost Of You" by My Chemical Romance. My eyes began tear up while I was rehearsing what happened earlier today. I looked around the room for the mattress and lifted it up just to find a couple of razors and picked one up.

"Never coming home, never coming home-" I lifted the razor to my skin and saw blood run along my hands and wrists. I put hand to my head and just cried and cried until I heard a noise.

I didn't care if someone came in a killed me at this moment. I was so sad, I didn't know if I wanted to die or not. I just sat there and waited to be murdered.