Mikey James Way. I'm sorry

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FRANKS P.O.V

Gerard had tears in his eyes.. I didn't know what was happening! He usually told me everything but he never mentioned a Mikey James Way! I'm so confused i just want to punch myself in the face. Or pull my hair out! Okay maybe I, exaggerating. Maybe it was his cousin.

I tugged on Gerard's t-shirt which had a skill design on it.

"Gee, are you okay? I want to help you"

Gerard was about to wipe a couple of his tear but then hesitated. "Today would be his birthday.." Gerard sniffed.

I held his hand tighter and asked gently "who is he Gee?"

"Well.... He would be my brother"

I froze, Gerard never told me anything about a brother. I was Extremely eager to know more but I knew I couldn't just shake him and ask him "What happened to Mikey James Way?!?"

I looked right into his eyes "What happened?"

Gerard started off slowly shaking " When we were kids, me and Mikey would talk and giggle a lot like teenage girls. We couldn't stop chatting. I was 5 years old, I was 2 years older than Mikey.

One night we heard the front door burst open and our parents told us to hide in our room. Our parents ran down the stairs, into the kitchen to find as many knives as possible to protect us. We hid in our closet, but we kept arguing about how mom and dad would protect us. Mikey kept saying we were safe but I kept jumping at him telling him we weren't. I over heard mom downstairs panicking and yelling for the man to come at her and to stay away from us. Mikey suddenly started to turn pale as we heard footsteps come into the room and we still kept arguing."

Gerard looked blank and pale as tears of fear glided across his adorable face. He continued " The man ripped the closet door open and grabbed Mikey, he probably heard us talking" Gerard was sounding really slurry and felt like a clay statue that was poured with rain. "He grabbed Mikey and stared at in the eyes 'do you love this little guy?' He said and I chocked out 'DON'T HURT MY BROTHER! I LOVE HIM AND I WILL LOVE HIM FOREVER AND EVER! PLEASE DONT HURT HIM, HE'S MY EVERYTHING!!' I was crying but Mikey was creating an ocean with his tears. The man replied 'oh well, death comes sooner or later' ..... And then he shot him twice on his chest. I couldn't do anything and just fell to the ground wanting to drown in my tears. My parents quickly came in and tazored the man and dialled the police. They try talking to me but I refused to talk.mi become a whole lot more silent after that." Gerard fell to the ground near Mikey's grave and curled into a ball. I realized I was crying when I petted my face. I sat down next to Gerard and kept stroking his back and hair. I knew he didn't want to speak and i was here to comfort him. He makes me happy and I'll do everything for him.

{ 3 hours later }

GERARD'S P.O.V

"It's really late Gee" Frank mumbled softly, so soft, it felt like his words were kittens. Frank stopped stroking my hair and went for my hand. I nodded and stood up. I looked down on Mikey's grave and sang

" I love you forever

I'll like you for always

As long as I'm with you

My baby you'll be"

Frank wiped a tear from my face and said "you need some food, I'll pay. Is Harry's diner okay?"

I kept nodding. I feel so grateful for Frank but I don't feel like speaking. Not tonight, no.

We went to the diner put i only drank water, my stomach felt hollow. Even though Frank kept shooting worried faces at me, I kept looking straight into my water.

FRANKS P.O.V

I feel worried and terrible, OH GOD, I just want to cuddle with Gerard but he doesn't want to do anything. I walked him to my place,

"Do you want to sleepover?"

Gerard nodded. He hasn't spoken since he told me about Mikey.

Gerard was laying on my bed, "can I hug you Gee?" I lay down on the bed next to him. Gerard's warm fingers wrapped around my torso as if he was asking for protection, he felt terrified but sad, really sad.

He tucked his head between my shoulder and neck."I miss Mikey"

[Authors note: oooh I love all you babes <3 comment so I could improve my writing (: oops forgot to say that this is my first fanfic

~ Arianna *.*

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