innocent [m.c + c.h] book 4

FIFTEEN

short ass chap

day 36

everything is moving, everything is so pretty and colorful, and everyones voice is so distorted.

"mike, you okay?" asked dan, but his voice to mike was low and slow. michael giggled and said "yeah man im wicked."

dan nodded and turned back to face the front again. michael saw phil put his hand on dans thigh and rub it. phil usually does this when dan is on drugs to calm him down. Michael kept giggling, his eyes felt weird and he felt numb.

"michael, stop." but he couldnt stop. he didnt know why, he just couldnt stop laughing. everyone else in the car was laughing, but not dan. dan started to cry, to shake, his breathing was irregular: dan was having a panic attack.

"dan, calm down. breathe. im here for you babe." cooed phil. dan was still breathing heavy, but he was counting to 10 while phil rubbed his back.

"michael shut the fuck up!" yelled ashton when he realized what was happening. ashtons voice scared him, so he listened to what he said. he covered his mouth to prevent him from laughing.

dan was finally calmed, and phil was turning into the convent store. "okay, heres money, go get some slushies and chips." phil said to luke and ashton. they both nodded and got out of the car walking into the store.

phil turned towards mike and told him to check his phone. michaels vision was blurry but he still was able to read the moving words.

phil: i want to know more abt this calum

mike: ok i will tell you,, idc if dan knows abt my serexr, alls i. care abt t is luek and ashtons ans the whole scho ol to know. i trust you guys more

phil read the message and then turned to me. "spill." mike nodded and then phil quickly explained the situation to dan, who was remotely shocked.

"okay, so let me get this. you have a tumblr, which is?" dan asked. he talked very slow, as is he was trying to get everything out smoothy.

"my tumblr is bbygrl. with no vowels." dans eyes widened and he said "i follow you! weird."

"okay, what is calum doing now." asked phil. michael sighed and replied "hes drunk. his friend louis texted me telling me." but, his words didnt come out very smooth. he kept stuttering and repeating words. "i miss him a lot and i really wish he was with me right now."

"what the fuck michael! why are you stuttering like that? are you okay?" asked dan once michael finished. mike nodded just replying with "im too fucked up"

"heres an idea. maybe when you meet him you can have him meet us two, and when you are ready you can tell him the truth." michael shook his head replying that he already knows about luke and ashton and wants to meet them.

luke and ashton are finally back and we decided to go to a park where we know no cops would be at.

once we parked in the parking lot,  michael lends on lukes shoulder and look around with his eyes wide. everyone was just talking nonsense for what felt like an hour and michael was going insane. he grabs lukes hand and squeezes just so he can feel something, but its not working.

"luke kiss me" michael said out of the blue. everyone went quiet, since he hasnt talked since the gas station. "what?" luke asked.

"kiss me!" he climbed on lukes lap, causing them to be face to face. "please kiss me! i just want to feel!" michael grabbed luke by his shirt and pulled him in kissing him roughly. all the audible sounds was their lips. phil and dan was in shock, confused and concerned. they didnt know about what luke, ashton and michael do and they never saw michael like this. ashton was passed out by now, obviously not caring.

michael pulled away, with tears in his eyes. "are you okay michael?" whispered luke so only michael can hear. michael shook his head and kissed luke again. in between kisses michael said "please let me feel"