innocent [m.c + c.h] book 4

SIXTEEN

WARNING!!! GENDER SHIT!!! im cis so idk shit abt all this but this is basically what my friend told me when he came out to me as *********** (no spoilers)

day 36

michael wakes up in ashtons bed, with lukes arms around him. hes not surprised it turned out that way, he couldnt feel anything at all.

it was a weird feeling, not feeling any emotion at all. it was scary, he never felt that way before.

he decided to get up and put on his clothes, and try not to wake luke up: but he failed.

"so what was up last night?" asked luke, which scared michael. he turned around to face luke and shrugged.

"i just wanted to feel something, is that asking for too much?" and with that, michael walked out of the room. he sees ashton on the couch in his underwear with his feet up watching tv. he also sees dan and phil snuggling watching tv.

"hey there." said dan. "you okay?" michael nodded and grabbed his phone which was on the coffee table.

"im gonna go." said michael, and then he walked out of the house. luke and ashton were worried about michael, he hasnt really been the same for a while. but they brushed it off, only dan and phil know what is going on.

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michael checks his phone when he gets home, only to see that it was 7 in the morning. he only been asleep for 3 hours, but hes wide awake. he shrugs and checks his messages.

calum: fuck my princess im sorry
calum: i drank too much again

michael: its okay
michael: it happens

calum: i just
calum: i just wanted to feel

michael frowned and locked his phone. he saw his mom walking down the steps in her pjs and she groaned. "cant you go back to your friends house?"

"no. now fuck off mom." michael spat at her. michael hates when his mom is hungover. and he knows shes hungover. she always moody, angry and just rude. its annoying. when michael is hungover he doesnt even say anything, he just ignores it and it goes away.

he went upstairs and went to his room, locking the door making sure no one would go in.

he checks his phone again and sees he got another text from calum.

calum: 15 days princess

michael: cant wait.

calum: you okay?

michael: no.

calum: can you ft?

michael started to facetime calum, which only went off for only a few seconds before a shirtless calum showed up on screen.

"hello baby," said calum, his voice raspy. "you okay?"

"i am now." said michael, giggling. he was trying to act as innocent as he can.

"you were not a second ago."

"but now im talking you. im happy now."

"15 days babe, can you believe it?"