The Matrimony 3 (Completed)

Chapter 11-Stayin Strong

When I Finally Could Say Something I Said "Well Is It Yours"

"I Just Told Ya Im Not Sure...I Only Slept With Her That One"He Said

"Thats All Its Takes!"I Yelled In The Phone

"What If She Just Lyin Tho..You Know How These Bitches Is If This Is My Baby Why She Wait So Long To Tell Me !"He Said

"How Old Is The Baby"I Asked

"A Little Younger Than Ayden"He Said

"I Can't Believe This...You Really Callin Me From Miami On Christmas Telling Me You Got A Baby By The One Bitch I Can't Stand"I Yelled

Than I Looked How My Babies Was Looking Up At Me And Said "I Can't Talk To You About This Right Now Im Not Gon Mess Up My Babies Christmas Their Having A Good Time.....The Minute You Off That Stage Bring Yo Ass Straight Home!" I Said

Than I Hung Up The Phone

Please Lord Let Her Be Lying And Im Not Sure If I Can Handle A Baby Outside Of My Marriage

Especially By The Woman He Cheated On Me With Me

I Couldn't Even Enjoy The Rest Of The Day All I Kept Thinking About Was This Child August Might Be The Father Of

And How This Child Was Going To Affect Me And My Family

August Came Home Immediately Home And It Was Four In The Morning And We Were In Our Kitchen

He Haven't Even Put His Suitcase Down Yet

Standing Face To Face Looking To Him From My Eyes

I Asked "Tell Me The Truth Do You Think This Is Your Child"

Looking Back In My Eyes He Slowly Nodded His Head

And I Was So Overwhelmed I Just Had To Sit Down

And Just Shook My Head Feeling A Hurt Because I Don't Want This Little Boy To Be His Son

What Was I Supposed To Do I Wasn't Sure Just Yet I Just Wish He Hadn't Cheated On Me In The First Place Than None Of This Would Be Happening

As Im Sitting There With The Look Of Disappointment Stuck On My Face He Says "I Understand If You Wanna Leave...I'll Even Understand If You Wanna Get A Divorce I Fucked Up Bad,Again I Don't Know What Ima Do"

"Leave?" I Questioned As I Stood Up And Looked Up At Him

I Held His Hands And Looked Him In His Eyes "Im Not Goin Anywhere Baby Til Death Do Us Part I Might Be A Little Upset But Im With You Not Aganist If This Is Your Child Than Im Gon Love Just As Much As I Love My Children Because Its Apart Of You"

"Im Sorry Im Puttin For You Through All This"He Apologizes

"Im Strong I'll Be Okay..."I Said

"I Love You Ziah"He Said Those Were Words So Sweet To My Ears

I Don't Wanna Be The Wife He Hates To Come Home Too I Wanna Be The Wife He Can't Wait To Get Home Too

I Don't Wanna Be His Enemy I Wanna Be His Partner

Even Though Im Hurt Im Willin To Accept This Child If Its His

If He Going Through It Than Im Right Besides Him Going Through It With Him As Well

I Was Just Trying To Be A Good Wife That He Needed Me To Be

A Night Of Fresh Sleep Kinda Of Made Me Feel Much Better

I Woke Up Next To My Husband Besides Me The Next Morning

He Was Up On His Phone

"Have You Been To Sleep"I Said Looking At Him