The Matrimony 3 (Completed)

Chapter 32-Freedom

Thinking Of All The Tears,Pain,Hurt That Cause Brought To Me And My Heart

And How Many Night I Cried Alone While He Was Out Doing What The Fuck He Wanna Do

I Don't Know If Im Ever Able To Forgive No Matter How Much He Ask For My Forgiveness

He Broke My Heart Too Many Times

I Was So Tired Of His Babymamas,His Hoes,His Groupies And His Lies

Looking Back At All Times We Was Going Through It And How I Was So Unhappy I Don't Know How I Stayed As Long As I Did

He Put Me Through It I Was So Hurt And So Stressed Even Though August Was Trying His Hardest To Change It Still Wasn't Enough For Me

Monday Morning Was The Day That I Filed For Divorce Officially

Aziah Made This Choice On Her Own...And I Put Alot Of Thought Into This

I Wanna Be At Peace I Wanna Be Happy I Want To Be Loved The Right Way

Me And August Relationship Was So Toxic To The Point Where I Was Suffocating And I Could Not Breathe

Loving August Is Deadly And I Don't Wanna Die I Wanna Live

He Belittled And Disrespected Me Time After Time And I Have Enough I Was Fed Up

We Been Coparenting And Its Been Great For The First Time Me And August Can Communicate

Maybe We Just Better Apart Cause This Has Been The Happiest I've Been In A Long Time

Filing For Divorce Made Me Feel Free...Free From Tears,Lies,And Pain And I Was Loving My Freedom

Although I Know When August Recived Those Divorce Papers He Gone Be Hurt Because Thats When He Will Realize That Im Serious About This Divorce

I've Sacrificed So Much For August And Put Up With So Much I Was Happy To Be Free

I Can Finally Smile Again Without Bursting Into Tears And You Don't Know How Good It Feels

I Just Wanna Be Me Again Without August

I Was Home Cleaning Up The Kitchen While My Nanny Took Azian For A Stroll Through The Park

When August Just Walked In My House

When I Saw His Face I Knew He Had Finally Got Them Papers

He Held The Paper Up In The Air And Said "What Is This Bullshit!"

I Folded My Arms And Said "You Know This Day Was Gonna Come Soon Aug"

"What You Talking Bout You Got Me Thinkin Me I Got A Chance To Make Shit Right Than You Serving Me Divorce Papers!"He Yelled

"I Don't Wanna Fight With You August I Just Want A Clean Simple Divorce...Im Not Going For Alimony Or Child Support All I Want Is To Be Free Thats It"I Said

"What You Mean...We Not Getting A Divorce Thats Dead You Can Kill That"He Said Tearing Up The Piece Of Paper

"Were Definitely Getting Divorce August..Don't Make This Hard Please For Sake Of Our Kids"I Said

"Fa The Sake Of Our Kids? You Taking They Family Away You Think Thats What They Need!? "He Asked

"Im Taking Their Family Away!"I Said Pointing To Myself

"You Trynaa Leave Ain't You"He Said Angrily

"Im Leaving Because You Wanted To Stick Your Dick In Every Bitch In Atlanta Because Your Selfish Because August Only Loves August"I Said