The betrayal (A Divergent: Allegiant Fanfiction)

Part Three

It's been a week, and I'm not looking forward to my mission at all. I never knew that I would have to kill my own family once I became a part of the security team. My own family. Why am I on this again? I can't seem to get him out of my head. I had told myself to let him go, but here I am thinking about him. I really need to stop, but there's just something about him that won't let me forget that I ever loved him. Snap out of it!

My mission starts in an hour, so I grab my packed bags, which I clearly packed too early, and I start walking towards the weapons lab. I can't go back in that death trap without any weapons, or else I won't stay alive in there for more than a day! As soon as I get there, I get myself a gun, a lot of spare bullets, and I put two knives in each of my boots. The gun's gonna have to stay in my hands, so when I get there, and the terrorists see me, they think I escaped from the bureau. I have to say that I want to join them, and while I'm working on gaining their trust, the bomb will be delivered to a secret location near Amity headquarters. And when the time is right, when I have gained their trust, I have to plant the bomb.

I get transported to the fence in the same old truck I first came here in. With Tobias. Oh, where have you gone? I still remember what he used to say to me. I will always be with you. Then why have you left me? For... for that liar Nita? Why? Here I go again. Thinking about him again. See what I told you? But this time, I feel something weird. A weird, tingling sensation in my stomach, every time I think of him. What is this now? I put my hand to my stomach, thinking it will make me feel better. I don't know what's happening, or why I feel all tingly in my stomach whenever I think of Tobias, but I certainly can't let it get in my way.

Anyways, after I get past the fence, one of the members of the Allegiant (a rebel group against Evelyn), will drive me over to the terrorist group's base in an Amity truck. Their base is in Candor Headquarters. I've seen it in the video surveillance from the bureau's control room. They have cameras all over the city. They're well hidden, it's the only reason we can still use them. If anyone had known about them, they would have been destroyed.

I have now walked all the way over to the garage, where the truck is parked, George waiting for me against it. I take all my stuff, and sit in the car, after he opens the door for me. My bags will go in a spot close to the bomb, because if I escaped, how did I get to bring luggage? George starts the car. "You okay? You haven't talked to anyone since the meeting. Is something wrong?" He looks at me before driving, with sympathy, and he look like... he cares. Something I forgot existed. "No, it's just... I never knew that Tobias could ever stoop so low. I never knew he would join a terrorist group. I didn't talk to anyone because I was just so... shocked, and I didn't know what else to do. I-I just needed some time to recover." I've done it now. I feel my face get hot, and wet with tears. I've shown someone my weakness. I feel arms around me. George is hugging me. I stay there in his arms. George is like my big brother. We stay like this, safe, for a while.

After my breakdown, George dropped me off at the fence, and now, I'm back in Chicago, waiting for the truck to take me to Candor headquarters. I'm waiting for a few minutes, when I hear the roar of an engine. Instinctively, I put up my gun, only to see a truck coming my way. I look to see who the driver is before I prepare to shoot. I lower my gun, after I see a hand stick out, with two fingers , forming an 'A' stick out. One of the members of The Allegiant are here to pick me up. I give them back the signal, to let them know I acknowledged. I walk up to the door, open it, and sit inside the truck. Cara smiles at me. Cara is the driver.

I feel a surge of pain at my chest. Even after so long, I feel guilty of killing Will, her little brother, during the simulation attack. He was one of my best friends, but he was under the Erudite serum, which made him want to kill me, but I killed him first. I feel heat rising up to my cheeks, and I look down. I wipe my eyes with my sleeve, because I know that their starting to get glassy. Cara puts her hand on my shoulder. "Are you okay tris?" I can't have another breakdown. I have already shown one person my weakness, I can't show another. "Yeah. I just remembered Will. You just look so much like him." Cara looks down. "Oh. Alright, let's forget about that, you ready to go?" "Yeah." I reply.