The Curse Of The Word Love

Chapter-1

It's been what ? 4 years ago when that unfaithful night happened unexpectedly ,it's been four years mula ng umalis ako dito sa bansang ito ,it's been four years but still di parin naghihilom ang sugat ng aking nakaraan .

I'm alive but i'm emotionally   dead ,tell me guys how can i easily move on and continue living if they all leave me hanging and alone in the dark ? Yes it's been four years mula ng mangyari ang kahindik hindik na trahedyang nagpabago sa buhay ko, people around me can easily say the word 'move on' but how can i move on if i still can't let go of the past ?. I still can't let go because i don't want to let go

Life is so unfair ,naging mabait at mapagmahal naman ako na anak but why it had to be my family ? It was supposed to be a happy day back then ,it's supposed to be one of the best day of mylife

Flashback 4years ago***

It's April 2, 2010 and it's a beautiful monday morning because
it's my/our graduation day at kakatapos lang ng ceremony ,we're here at our mansion para mag celebrate simpleng salo salo lang naman .
Ako si mom ,dad my older brother our youngest sister and specially my long time boyfriend ..

My phone suddenly beep , there's a text from Madelein informing me about the gown for her wedding this coming saturday ,i'm one of her bridesmaid she's telling me to go to their house para maisukat ko ang susuotin kong gown . I text her back telling 'be there at 30 minutes' then i ran heading to the kitchen para magpaalam kay mom

"Hey mom madelein texted me seconds ago if i can go to their house para maisukat ko yung gown for her wedding ,i promise babalik ako agad mom before dinner ," i said to mom while wiggling my eyebrows ,she just smile dahil sa kakulitan ko

"Ok sweetie but make sure uuwi ka before dinner okay ?" How i love my mom ,she's the best mom in the whole world that's why i love her sooo much

"Yes madam, I love you mom you know your the best mom in the whoooleee world mwaaahhh" i said and kiss her sa cheeks

"And your also one of the best daughter i have ,i love you sweetie always remember that " i feel weird on my moms action peru iwinaglit ko nalang yun ..

"Bye mom ,i'll just go to dad and the gang para mag paalam para di ka nila iistorbuhin sa pagluluto ,you know dad and Raven ! Geez ! " i rolled my eyes while saying that to my mom ,napaparanoid kasi si dad at ang boyfriend ko kapag di ako nagpapa alam sa kanila ,natawa nalang si mom sa sinbi ko at ibinalik ang atention sa pagluluto

Nakita kong nasa sala sila including kuya Jackson at leira our sister
"Dad,Raven kuya jack aalis na muna ako saglit, madelein texted me awhile ago nandun naraw kasi ang gown kaya isusukat ko na muna , i promise i'll be back before dinner pretty please?" Pagpapacute na paawa style ko sa kanila ,mahigpit tong tatlong to eh pagdating sa akin kaya ang bilis nilang nagkasundong tatlo and i'm happy about that .

"Okay but let Raven to drive you" sabi ni dad

"No need dad at isa pa pagpahingin na muna natin si raven siya kaya nag drive sa atin kanina ,i can manage dad at isa pa di naman malayo ang bahay nila madelein kaya no need to worry guys sandali lang naman ako dun" nakita kong napabuntunghininga di dad at tumango ,this is the one thing i love about my dad he trust me in everything hindi niya ipinamukha sa akin na mahina ako ,at never ko rin silang binigyan ng sakit saulo kaya mahal na mahal ko si dad ang mga kapatid ko at si raven , actually i can say that we are the perfect example of the perfect family ,we care ,trust and love each other ,well di maiiwasan ang mga tampuhan at away peru na aayos din naman agad namin ito .

"Ok sweetie just take care ,and be careful on driving ok? " bilin sa akin ni dad si kuya as usual tahimik na nakikinig lang and my baby sister just smiled at me

"Thanks dad i love you soooo much " natawa lang si dad sa inakto ko

"Hatid na kita hanggang gate hon" sabi ni raven ohh i really love this man ,we've been in a relationshi for almost five years and i still love him ..no scratched that i'm loving and loving and loving him everyday and i'm so lucky to have him in mylife .

"I love you so much hon,di ba pweding samahan nalang kita ? I'm gonna miss you " ay naku kung ganito ba naman ka sweet ang boyfriend ko di kaba maiinlove ng paulit ulit ? Ewan ko nalang

"Di naman ako mawawala ano kaba! Saglit lang ako dun pagkatapos na pagkatapos kong isukat yung damit at uuwi ako agad ,promise . Just wait here hon hmm? " magpro protest pa sana siya but i didn't let him ,i tiptoed and kiss him passionately , i don't want to end that intimate kiss but i have to , para maka alis na ako at makabalik agad .

"I love you too hon and you know that" i said to him and he just hug me arrrggh!! Why do i feel weird with his hug ? Ipinagkibit balikat ko nalang at mas niyakap ko pa siya ..

"I love you more hon ,only death can separate us ," he said na mas lalong nakaramdam ako ng pangamba ,i just kiss him once again at naglakad ako papuntang kotse na nakaharap parin sa kanya

"I love you ! Bye mwaaaaahhhh " i said at nag flying kiss ako sa kanya sinalo niya naman ito at idinikit niya ang kanyang kamay sa kanyang bibig natatawa na naiiling nalang ako sa kalokohan namin ,i glance at him once again and i see him still laughing at parang nag slow motion ang lahat dahil para akong na hypnotize ng tawa niya . Pagkatapos niyang tumawa ay tumingin siya sa akin kaya nagtama ang aming paningin he smiled a genuine smile at napa smile narin ako i wave my hand at him and he wave back at pumasok narin ako sa sasakyan .

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Chapter 2- continuation ng flashback

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