// i hate you, i love you. \\

Chapter 6

KIAN'S POV

I didn't even leave the apartment complex, I just sat in my car and beat my head against the steering wheel several times. I mean, how can you just talk to someone you love like that? God damn I love her so much.

Four in the fucking morning and I can't fucking think. I call Jc. I know he was awake when she was yelling.

It rings twice. "What the fuck dude? I just went back to sleep a couple minutes ago."

Still in tears, I reply "I messed up. I-I love her so much I don't know what to do everything's my fault I shouldn't have left her in the room alone. FUCK." I hang up and get out the car rushing upstairs.

I burst into the apartment and slam the door behind me. I head towards my room and Julia meets me halfway. She's out of the clothes the was first in. Now she's in one of my old white t-shirts and her panties. She looks at me "what the fuck is your problem?" She says. Her nose is stuffy, eyes puffy.

"You." I walk up to her and grab the sides of her face, and bring her lips up to mine. They collide simultaneously. I let go of her face and bend over a little to pick her up. Her legs around my waist as I walk us into my bedroom. I close the door behind us and I drop her on the bed. I take my shirt off vigorously and reconnect the kiss. I separate and pull her panties and her shirt off; she's breathing heavy. Laying there naked she's so beautiful. I smirk and we connect our lips again. She tugs at my Adidas sweatpants so I stand up and drop everything down. My dick is very hard, horizontal. I'm ready, is she?

I bend over and leave kisses on her stomach then look up at her. Then I pull her body to the end of the bed and push myself into her; she lets out a whimper. I keep going slow. She's so wet and tight, fuck.

"Faster." She pleads.

As I start to go faster she starts moaning louder and louder so I then slow down so I can lean over and put my lips to hers. I pull myself out of her for a split second and she knows wassup. Face down, ass up is what she moves to.

I go into her slow and she moans. I speed up and she once again gets louder. She looks back at me and I give her the eye. She starts gripping the covers and biting them, her pussy tightening around me. "I'm so close." I say between my teeth.

I start slapping her ass and gripping it. Its nice. I'm about to cum. I bite my lip and groan, "fuck."

"On your back." I demand.

I go in for some more strokes & she's digging her nails into my back, biting my shoulder. I lift myself up and she looks me in the eyes. "Kian," she moans. "I'm gonna cum." She gets so tight around me before she releases and then I pull out and cum on her stomach. I turn around and fall on the bed next to her. "Kian you were so rough" she said in an exhausted tone.

"I forgot how you felt, sorry" I chuckle.

She laughs. "I didn't." She gets up and goes to my bathroom and as she comes back she picks up my t-shirt and puts it back on. I realize I should put my pants back on so I go get them. I walk back to the bed and lay down. She just looks at me in awe. I pat the side of the bed next to me, she joins and I instantly wrap my arms around her and cuddle her super hard. I drown her in a pool of kisses and say "I love you" every five seconds.

"Okay Kian, I get it. You love me." She says and laughs. "I love you too."

"Don't say 'too'. It's like you're agreeing with me and I don't like that." She just looks at me and I roll back on my side and she cuddles me. I grab my phone and tell her to pull the covers up. I take a picture of us on snapchat with no caption and post it to my story, save it, then post it on twitter with also, no caption. Everyone's going crazy on twitter. I mean it's just a picture. I doesn't mean anything..

I turn on Netflix and play with her hair, she falls asleep on my chest.

My phone buzzes and it's a text from Jc.

*Damn, are y'all good now?*

*Lol, yeah. Go to sleep*

*Is it safe now? Can Jc Caylen sleep peacefully without noise?*

*Haha fuck you Jc.*