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Its really early in the morning and I'm awaken by Kian carrying me to his room. My eyes flutter trying to wake up fast. I hear his door close & he puts me down.
"Why did you bring me in here, like whats your purpose?"
"Just go to sleep." He says.
"I was asleep until you brought me in here."
"Forget about last night and go to sleep."
I stand up from the bedside and walk over to him, yelling in his face "FORGET? YOU WANT ME TO FORGET WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT? SO YOU WANT ME TO FORGET YOU FUCKING ANDREA, YOU LEAVING ME IN THAT ROOM BY MYSELF, AND ALMOST GETTING RAPED? HOW TO DO YOU FORGET THAT? MAYBE IF YOU DIDNT ACT LIKE A BITCH AND WE WERE TOGETHER RIGHT NOW IT WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED YEAH?"
He looks at me. "Don't fucking talk to me like that." He walks out of his room into the living room. I follow. "You didn't love me, you never fucking did. And it's obvious."
He walks back to me furiously. I step back and he pushes me against the wall. He pins my arms above my head and looks intensely at me. "Say anything else about me, but dont you dare fucking say that I don't love you."
He has tears in his eyes, one falls down his cheek. He bites his lip & he lets go of me & pounds his fist into the wall close to my ear. "God damnit, Julia."
He walks away out his door as he slams it behind him. I stand there shocked. I hear "DAMN!" from Jc's room. I walk back to kians room and just close the door. I lay there in silence.
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// i hate you, i love you. \\
Hayran KurguI was on the floor crying & he looked me in the eyes. God bless his sorry face. "I'm a mess." I said. "I know."
