Kisses For The Broken (19 Days Fanfiction)

Chapter 4

(Authors Note: I recommend not reading this in public -Kai)
He Tian swiftly pushed Jian Yi on the bed, holding his legs up as his back pressed against the mattress. Jian Yi clung onto the sheets above his head, staring at He Tian who quickly pressed his hips against him. He could feel his face flush, he turned his head away. But He Tian grabbed his jaw and forced Jian Yi to look at him as he brought his face closer. Jian Yi was scared of how vulnerable he was to He Tian, but that made him even a little more excited. He Tian kept a relaxed face the whole time, almost assertive. "Don't take your eyes off mine, understood?" He dragged his hips down Jian Yi's, causing him to lose his breath. His hand left Jian Yi's jaw and moved up his shirt, he slowly began to expose him, kissing him on his body all the way. His other hand moved up to his wrists and held them against the bed tightly. Jian Yi's back arched a little bit as He Tian lightly kissed his stomach all the way up his chest. He moved his face away and took off the boys shirt completely. His hands explored his body, gently scratching it along the way. Jian Yi still hasn't moved his eyes from He Tian's face as he was ordered. He Tian began to grind slowly, moving his lips to the nape of Jian Yi's neck, biting and kissing it. Jian Yi breathed unsteady, trying not to make a lot of noise. His hands gripped the sheets even tighter, as the rubbing became a bit too much for him. His hips jerked involuntarily, trying to find a sweet spot. "Someone is impatient.." He Tian laughed a bit, whispering in Jian Yi's ear. He Tian's hands gripped his lovers pants, and pulled them off. Once again, Jian Yi was exposed even more. The way He Tian's eyes stared at his lower half, it fired him up even more. Jian Yi bit his lip, wanting to avert his eyes and hide his body, but he was frozen. He Tian's cold eyes met with Jian Yi, who was blushing profoundly, he smiled a bit before kissing down his inner thighs. "W-Wait... your not going to put it in your..!!" Jian Yi said protesting, but He Tian had already began to put his lips on his dick. Jian Yi's stomach muscles had tightened as He Tian teasingly played with his dick. He gave it little attention, which pissed Jian Yi off. He would touch it, then pull away before Jian Yi could get close to his limit. "Asshole! If you're going to do it, do it!" He blurted out, sounding helpless like a toddler being messed with, but that just made He Tian move away from his lower half. "Damn, your hot when your needy.." He Tian said, cocking his head to the side,"But I'm the one in charge, so you're going to have to be punished." His look turned dark, almost dangerously. Jian Yi swallowed a lump of fear in his throat, but it was too dry. His eyelids hung low with lust as he breathed heavily, He Tian quickly flipped him on his hands and knees. He leaned over Jian Yi, pressing his body against his back and tilting his head up. "If you're going to be bad, then you're going to be disciplined, little boy." He Tian straightened himself up on his knees, and striked his behind before Jian Yi could object. "Ah!" Jian Yi gripped the sheets close to his chest and hid his face against the bed, and before he could have another thought, the stinging pain came back again. Then another, and another, and another. Jian Yi's face shoved itself in the mattress once again as he breathed heavily. It was finally over. He was flipped on his back again. This time, He Tian held his wrists even tighter. His fingers brought themselves to Jian Yi's face, they smelt like cigarettes and cologne. They slowly pushed passed his lip, and rubbed them along his tongue. Jian Yi licked his fingers, faintly sucking on them. He Tian pulled his fingers out, and pushed up one of Jian Yi's legs even higher. Jian Yi was confused at what he was doing, but then not so much anymore. He Tian abruptly shoved a finger inside of Jian Yi, causing his heart rate to increase and a loud embarrasing noise emerging from his throat. He began to move his hand in and out, rubbing along his insides. Jian Yi hid his face with his arm as he moaned loudly. He Tian began to push another finger in, making Jian Yi lose his breath again and gasp for air. Pain and pleasure mixed in Jian Yi, as he tried to keep his noise level down. He tried to make He Tian stop since it was such a weird feeling, but he words couldn't make it out. He Tian pushed his fingers as deep as they could go, before pulling them out. Jian Yi kept his eyes closed, breathing heavily. He didn't want to see what was going to happen next. "H-He..T..ian" Jian Yi choked out, barely any voice left. He opened his eyes, but his sight was dizzy. He could see He Tian lowering his pants. He grabbed ahold of Jian Yi's leg, pushed it back, and leaned over him. Then he felt something, a lot of pressure, and a lot of pain.
Jian Yi was quiet though as tears formed into his eyes, He Tian pushed slowly inside of him. It seemed like forever, but the pain slowly dissappeared. Both of them were breathing heavy, and then their gazes met. He Tian leaned down to Jian Yi's face, and lightly kissed him. It almost felt like a little girl kiss, gentle and sweet. He Tian began to moved quickly and merciless. The pain was close to unbearable for Jian Yi. He gripped onto He Tian as tears dragged down his face, digging his nails into his back and held on tightly. Suffering began to be replaced with sweetness, Jian Yi forgot about how loud his voice was, but didn't care as much anymore. It was becoming too much for him, he could feel it building up. His whole body felt like it was throbbing, as He Tian pushed harder and harder. Jian Yi tried to tell him that he was going to come, but it was already too late. His body was filled with numbness, his ears began to ring, and his mind when blank. His legs trembled, and he could feel something pool inside of him. Jian Yi was exshaused, physically and mentally. As soon as he let go of He Tian, he fell into a deep slumber before he could remember what happened before all that.

Jian Yi woke up, sore and with an awful headache. He was still in He Tian's bed, and then he remember what happened last night. Zheng Xi... and He Tian... who was resting right beside him. He could barely sit up, his whole body coiled with pain. He attempted to get off the bed, but nearly fell trying to stand up. "Jian Yi..." He heard a voice from being him and a clack of a lighter, "you need to rest." He said, Jian Yi looked back to see He Tian breathing out a cloud of smoke. Jian Yi slowly sat back into He Tian's bed, and faced out the rain-covered window. It was still dark out. "Come here" He Tian said quietly, and Jian Yi did as he was told. He crawled over to him, and laid next to the black haired boy. He Tian wrapped his arm around him, taking another hit off of his cigarette. "How do you feel?" He asked, Jian Yi draped his arm across his chest and rested his head on his shoulder, "it hurts..." he closed his eyes, and listened to him breathe. "Yeah, that's my fault, i was a little too rough for your fist time. Did I make you feel better though? Before you woke up?" He asked, sounding careless. In a way, he did, but not emotionally. "Kind of..." Jian Yi replied, nudging his face on him. "Would it make you feel better if I beat him up?" He Tian leaned to his bedside table and put his cigarette out, "don't touch him" Jian Yi replied defensively. "So, are you in love with me now?" He Tian asked, sounding a bit sarcastic. "Maybe a little" Jian Yi said smiling, looking up to him. He Tian leaned down and gave that same, sweet childish kiss. "You should go back to sleep, your body will feel a bit better in the morning" Jian Yi put his face into He Tian's neck, gripping him tighter, and closed his eyes before falling back asleep.
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(Wowie that was intense and very very gay, things only get worse from here on :D -Kai)
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(EDIT: I drew a photo of Jian YI from this chapter, but I'm debating on posting it since it's NSFW. Would you guys want to see it??-Kai)
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(EDIT #2: I decided to remove the photo bc I was hella uncomfortable sooooo yeah lmao see yall next chapter-Kai)