The end is near

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I don't know why I'm such a fool
Everyone uses me like a tool
Thinking that someone somewhat cares, but it was actually part of a dare.
I look around me and see friends and family, some happy and others beginning to be
I look in the mirror and all I see is me
I'm there when I'm down
I'm there when I start to frown
I'm there when I weep
I'm there when I can't fall asleep
I try to pick up the pieces when I'm broken, they cut my hands while I'm softly choking.
I wait and I wait, yet the day never comes
I'm still standing here feeling glum
I wished I could at least have somebody, but I'm still here with nobody
I cry when I wake up, I cry when I go to sleep, I cry when I even try to eat.
I try to keep it together
I haven't self-harmed in forever
Yet the blades shine in my eyes
They're the only ones who hear me cry
Maybe I have something by my side
I'm just waiting for them to give me one last glide.

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