Why am I never good enough?
Everyone around me seems to be loved
I only ever get shoved.
Shoved away from my family. Shoved away from my friends.
Please tell me why the pain always seems to just begin
I'm just yarning for my heart to mend
There is this void inside of me
I'm as hollow as the bottom of a tree
What the hell is wrong with me?!
I cry until my lungs start to burn, and my stomach starts to churn.
My insides are weak
All the color drains from my cheeks
I look in the mirror and the reflection startles me
Is this how am I supposed to look?
I swear last weak I was ten pounds bigger
I swear at one point I can see a life through my eyes
I swear at one point I didn't look at myself with so much hate
I guess I'll never know what I assumed to be the truth.
The only thing I'll be able to ever really know is that there are other people feeling this alone and left alone with no hope.
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PoetryHello lovelies!! THIS IS NOT A STORY They are my own poems. Everyday I will post a new poem. They will range from variety of moods or feelings. My poems are not all about me!! They're taken from prospective of other lives. I hope you guys enjoy :) ...
