(This is sorta personal and sorta depressing, since I don't know y'all, I'm cool. Don't read if you don't like this stuff or is scared easily. Read at your own risk)
All I've wanted my whole life is to be a normal girl.
Keep up with fashion, care what people think, not see figures in the hall, not have anxiety attacks, not be simply unfixable.
I hate being a medium. I see things that nobody else sees, when I cry out of fear, my parents dismiss me. Like I'm crazy.
I hate being different. I would give up anything to be a normal girl.
I would give up anything to fit in.
I would give up anything to be loved for who I am.
I would give up anything to be not so careless.
I would give up anything to have no regrets.
I hate the ghosts.
I hate my ability.
I hate my anxiety.
I hate my mind.
I hate how I think.
I hate my smile.
I hate my face.
I hate my body.
But most of all,
I hate me.
I hate me most when I'm simply being me.
Because if I truly am myself,
I will break everybody's hearts.
