All I can do is worry. I worry because his cousin is supposed to message us through his account and give us updates but they don't speak very good English plus they may forget. He wont be allowed to talk to us himself for 5 days and that is only if he makes it. I worry he could die in surgery, but I also worry the surgery may just not work and he'll continue getting sicker and will die. I want to be their. He say's I'm his wife, his best friend and his angel, I should be with him right now making sure he's okay. I want to hear every update the doctor gives, I want to know the minute he goes into surgery and the minute he comes out. I want to be there when he wakes up and not leave his side until he's out of the hospital. I just want to be their and i want to stop worrying but i can't. It's killing me. Why does he have to be so far away my dear angel?
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My angel
RandomHe calls me me his angel, his wife, his best friend, but in all honesty I'm no were close to being an angel. If anyone is an angel its him, but he may die and i may never really meet him. Oh my angel why are you so very far?
