i want you all to know
that ive officially lost my mind
i'm trying my hardest
to not act towards him like i have with the other one
but its difficult
when i love him so much
my self control is no longer over my head
just a shit ton of practice
and a shit ton of hope
will make me feel like
this will work
i'm finally at the end of my rope
with it all
god now i'm up against the wall
hey i've got something on my sleeve
oh?
whats that?
you're not sure what that is?
it's my heart
just look at it bleeding red
just look at it dread
the impending doom
that this could have
boom
bang
shot
harsh.
i'll wait here wondering if
i'm "okay enough"
to stop myself from wrapping up
disappear
i'm losing it
hell
man
i've fucking lost it.
