Phil's POV
The sound of the door startles me, and makes me jump. I could of sworn they had left the room, but that's obviously not the case. "Who's there?!?" I shout trying to stop my voice croaking as speak. There's still silence, maybe it was my foot. That would be embarrassing, after I decide it was my own shoe. I turn my intention to the way I acted at My house.
What was I thinking! He loves me, he would never hurt me... Well he loved me, Dan probably hates me after the shitty way I acted. I can feel my stomach tighten up, and my face is starting to tingle. I must be having I cringe attack. The memories circle in my head making me repeatedly bang my head against the wall in annoyance.
Why didn't I just go with it, maybe it would of been alright, but no no I just have to fuck it all up. God sometimes I wish I had just killed myself back in primary.
I would be doing everyone a favour. I need to stop getting into relationships with people, they'll only get hurt.
If I let them into my life, it will be bad.
