I was walking down the school hallway only to be pushed by Aaron Colins. The school bully. I've been bullied by him and his gang for years, ever since I moved next to him. He shoved me into the lockers and I hit my head, groaning in pain I slump to the floor as he walked away. Closing my eyes I feel a burning sensation in the my palms, going all the way up to my gut. I get up and walk out of school missing my last two periods.
On my home I start thinking of the that sensation. I've had that sensation since I was 12. When My depression started and my self harm. Every time my parents push or hit me I get it. When I hold a kitchen knife I got it. Every time I was near kids at school I had the desire to hurt them but I didn't. I got home and ran to my bedroom and grabbed my little box that said 'ANGEL' on it and retrieved my sharpest blade.
I held it to my wrists and cut the top, I cut on the vein. I did this multiple times and didn't stop. I was dizzy beyond belief. I heard a voice in the back of my head saying,
"Soon they will feel your pain." I smiled and waiting for death.
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Bloody Love
RandomWhen a broken girl finds her place in a broken family. She soon grows to love a boy in a bloody hoodie and has a bloody smile. ~ all rights go to perspective owners but the oc is mine
