Why am I so crushed,
So unsettled,
Heavy in my soul,
Why is it that I miss you,
Care for you,
Making sure you're alright,
While shattering myself into crumbs of sharp shards,
But...
You DON'T GIVE A DAMN about me,
All I get from you is pure hatred,
Ice cold eyes trying to pierce through me,
Your angered actions can't tackle me down just yet,
It's something else....
I gave you everything,
You threw me away,
Completely,
She doesn't care about you,
Denied you,
And you still yearn to be her friend,
It hurts,
I guess I was nothing,
Still in the shadows I still lift you up,
If you only knew some things,
Realized some things,
Wasn't so blind to some things,
If you only cared to listen...
Or cared at all....
Makes me wonder,
If I died,
Fell 6 feet into the cool earth,
Would you care?
Or just brush it off,
Like if I never mattered in the first place?
