Heart Broken

The day it all feel apart.

Today isnt the actual day it happened but it still pains me like if it was. I can remember every single word he told me that day. It completely broke me once he said those 5 words. It was so ironic the number 5 had always been my favorite number. It was like not being able to breathe and slowing dieing. I didnt cry. I had been crying all the week befor that. Every moring and every night. I was in so much pain. What hurt more was that he knew how much he was hurting me but he didnt care anymore. Then suddenly he had me at his feet like if i was a puppet and he was my master. I wanted to cry so bad let all the tears i was fighting back break free. But i didnt i wasnt going to give him that much satisfaction. He had already shot me through the heart i didnt need him to watch me while i died slowly in pain. I had been fighting tears back all day long in so much pain i didnt even eat that day. I couldn't get the thought of him out of my mind. That all those memories and all that time we had been together was just over like that.

Xo,