The Days Passed

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Its been exactly 50 days since he broke my heart. I know so because I being the person that I am put it down on my calendar to keep track. It still hurts like a bitch, Honestly. We talked not so long ago. It wasnt like how I thought it was. I thought he was realizing that loseing me was one the worst mistakes he ever made. But it was mine not his. I knew not to let him in. I knew this would happen. But what can i do. I fell for him, like a stupid little girl believing  in true love. I miss him. Whenever i see a couple or somthing romantic or anything special at all his name just appears. I wish it didnt, though because the thought of him bring me so much pain. I was thinking to myself in the car earlier. I haven't talked to anyone about this because i know people expect me to be happy by now. I mean, even i do. But things dont always work out, obviously. Well i started thinking about how easy it was for him to manipulate me. Making me feel the smaller person, like always.

Xo,

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