Look underneath the underneath

Chapter 7: Nightmare

When i opened my eyes, i saw i was in a room and sat up confused. I looked around me and saw i was clearly in a hospital room. I got and found my body was really weak.

"Hey, don't move you just woke up."I heard someone say and saw a doctor in front of me.

"What the hell is going on?" I growled not liking this vulnerable feeling. He put his hands up in a defensive motion.

"Don't get angry at me i'm just a doctor, i'll get your mother to explain what's happening."He said and i gasped. Mother? I killed her, what the hell is going on! I attempted to stand but a hand pushed me down. I saw the tormentor of my past and growled at her.

"Kei, are you okay?" she said in a sickly fake voice."It's me your mother." She put a hand on her heart and had some tears falling down her face."I'm so glad your okay and away from that women." she muttered weeping. I couldn't move, why was she crying and i already killed my mother.

"What women?" I shouted enraged."You are that women!" I slapped her hand away from me and stood up towering over her. She looked at me shocked with some pain in her eyes and i felt my resolve slip.

"You don't understand do you?"She said and sat down whilst grabbing my hand." I went into a coma and when i woke up I realized my baby was missing from me." she clenched my hand and i winced at the grip."For so many years i've been searching for you and now"She gave me a smile with watery eyes"I've found my son again!" I couldn't help but sit down next to her shocked.

"My mother?" I said.

"Your mother." she said after me smiling at me. I couldn't help the small smile on my face.

"My mother." i repeated. I could feel something wet slipping down my face but i didn't take any notice.She embraced me in a warm hug and i couldn't help but hug back to."My mother." i muttered my throat closing up and for some reason i felt as of this, this feeling was...wrong. I have never experienced the feeling of ' motherly love'-or what what hiroyuki called it. 

                                                                                 Time skip

After a few months, i was getting used to having a mother and being a father at the same time with itami. 

"See you later." I said to itami as she went to school. I ran to school as i was going to be late and went to the music room when i arrived. I saw candy, hiroyuki, renzo and rin already there waiting for me. I grinned and took the microphone ready to sing.

 I took a deep breath when we finished and slightly winced when i thought about renzo singing, it seems i need to give him some cough medicine later. I frowned something doesn't feel right, i wouldn't be singing such a song and why did i instinctively know the words when i don't ever recall even seeing those lyrics. What the hell was this sad feeling i have? 

                                                                                            Time skip

"Papa."Itami tugged my hand."Can we go get ice cream?" she said.

"Sure." I replied and went to the ice cream van.

"What would you like?" The man said. Itami choose the flavor she wanted and i payed for it absentmindedly. I crossed the street but then saw a man staring at me. 

"You!" I growled spotting the man who called me his father. He grinned at me.

"Yes, me indeed." The moment he said that, everything went weird and i felt like i was going to vomit. When i looked up i saw i was in the basement the, my old mother, tortured me in. I grabbed the man's collar and lifted him up with with angry eyes.