Elevator Boy

Chapter Five - WE'RE DONE

Chapter Five 

“It all started seven months ago.. I.. I was walking home alone after school, and i found a girl near our house, and next thing i knew i was already beside her and asking her what happen? Why is she crying? And things like that. I comforted her, but she wasn’t answering me or even entertaining me. Unti she cried and cried more when i suddenly hugged her, i don’t know, i think when i hugged her that time i felt something i know i shouldn’t have felt at first but i still continued comforting her, tapping her friendly in the back and out of nowhere i felt i was comfortable hugging her. And after hugging her she already stopped. She look at me with her teary eye, and boom, i felt something inside me, some spark i guess, and then she hugged me and thank me for hungging her and stuff that i comforted her. After that scene she told me that she already have to go home and without i even saying a word she already walked away. The next day in school, all i think of is her, im sorry but that’s what the truth is. And when i was walking my way home, i saw her again in the place where we talked, where she cried, where i comforted her last night. I went beside her and asked if how is she and she told me everything, the broke up that she had the day i saw her, how his boyfriend had cheated on her. After telling me her story, i was caughted staring at her and that’s when i realized that she was really... uhm okay i won’t say it. But after that day we started hanging out, texting each other. And that was when i also felt lost. That was the time i told you my phome was confiscated and i wasn’t taking you home, i know i was already starting to get cold to you.” He took a deep breath, and i was already crying that time, my tears we’re falling as if there was no tomorrow already.

And he continued,

“After a month i courted her, that’s the first time in my life that i cheated on a girl, and i felt bad but at the same time happy that she answered me. I was about to tell you about all that but i have no time, since we always kept on cutting classes and being together. Remember the time when you asked me if we can see each other? And i wold you that i was busy practicing basketball for the competiotion and that we still had too many projects to do thay’s why i can’t meet with you. After four months, i decided to tell you about all this again but again, i wasn’t able to because i am afraid to hurt you, scare of how will i tell you. So i didn’t had the chance to tell you. So, that was all. I know you won’t forgive me for all this, for not telling you earlier, and for being with another girl while i still have a realtionship with you. I’M REALLY SORRY. I’LL ACCEPT ANYTHING YOU’LL TELL ME” I cried and cried but i know i should be strong, and i did so i stand straight, and ask for,

“WE’RE DONE!!” I wanted to tell him more, more about my feelings, for what he had done to me but all that comes out in my mouth was those words, i don’t know why. Well, maybe because i’m too hurt to tell him antyhing or too hurt to speak so after that i walk away. My friends we’re at my back. Wait no, Geanine and Hazel we’re left with him, i think they’re saying something to him but i don’t care all i know, all i felt now is burden i feel sick, i feel, bad i don’t know.