What I Am Thinking Right Now

June 18, 2016

So it's Saturday. I just woke up. Its actually really weird for me to wake up early. So I'm gonna add him on snapchat! Who? Jairo you dummy!

So I just wanna tell him that I like him back.  And that I'm gonna miss him. That he already makes me happy eventhough we don't talk. J+L=4evr. I feel like crying. I know. And it's hard to leave your friends to go somewhere else.😭  My eyes are starting to sting. We've had some good memories in this suckish school. "Jairo... I'm gonna miss you! I understand that you like me, but let's stay friends, okay? I still like you but tomorrow's my last day here and--*kiss on the cheek*"
I'll tell him on Monday. But everything I just wrote is honestly true. I DO like Jairo. I DON'T wnat to leave my friend. I DO want to kiss him. I like him for him, and you can't change that.

ANYways! Today is my mom's bestfriend's daughter's birthday. You think I'm joking! No I'm actually not!
But whatever! That moment when you hate it when your sister has her favorite 4th grade music but you try and make your favorite NOW music louder. But then with all the commotion it just sounds like people are fighting. Yeah! I hate those moments. And right now is one of them.
Sooooo! Monday is my second to last day here in New Jersey. Last days to leave my friends. To leave the love of my life. Yes I did call him that. He likes me and I like him back. What you got a problem with that. No? Okay! Stfu then. Sorry! I'm feeling very protective about him since he said he fractured his arm. I feel sorry. One question though! If he broke/sprained it, then how come he can move his fingers so quickly to solve the Rubik's Cube? Magic! Huh? Whatever!

Well! Today was fun! My lil brother got sun tanned! Boii! I was dying! Phhhsshsssss! Sorry I just spit some water and now there is a big mess. Whatevs(I think I day that waaaaay too much).

I'm sorry,but if I talk way too much about us liking each other, then what are you doing. Stop reading this if you are getting bothered. PUHLEEEEEESE! I am just in love. You feel it. You get it.
Well let me ask you guys something. What should be my next book? Should it be a fanfiction(if so of who)? Should it be my own biography? Should it be a joke book? C'mon guys... give me ideas! Pleaseeee!

      Well good bye mis amigos