Mistake?

Zayn im so sorry...

4 days later....

"hey, babe." Zayn said talking to perrie on the phone. You couldnt hear perrie that well since he was walking out of the room. "babe, i can explain-i"  "no perrie-" *beep* "ahhh...." You hear zayn scream slaming the door as he walks in. "what happen?" Zayn gave you a glare. "she broke up with me...i thought we were gonna have a happy life together when i propose to her but...."  "im so sorry zayn really"  "save it! You slut!" Those words really hurt you. "zayn im-"  "i said save it!"  "fine if im a pain in the neck to you then i'll leave...and im truly sorry." You said leaving the room. You cried when you reach the front of the cruise ship. You're only 19 and you are a directioner. You like zayn the most from the band but when he said those words it really hurts as a directioner.

You lost your boyfriend, virginity, and lost the feeling to be a strong directioner. There's no reason to live in this life, so you climb on the metal pole. But then someone grab your waist and pulled you toward the ground. "what were you thinking (y/n)?!" Zayn yelled at you. "i dont mean anything to the world, i just...wanna die zayn.."  "why do you think that you dont mean anything?"  "well because.....i was the problem that u and perrie broke up and directioners said that zerrie are the cutest couple, so i eventually had ruin your future life with perrie." You said crying even more. "(y/n), dont think like that...it was just an accident. How about this, when we get off the cruise ship which is tomorrow, i will let you work at the studio we are working, like help us with the album midnight memories." He said helping you up.

"really?! Thats great! Thank you so much zayn!! Johnathan used all my credit card money on that cunt...so im bankrupt."  "oh...well i'll help you get through these situation."  "thank you so much zayn!!" You said hugging him tight.