Beautiful But Damned

6

Monday has arrived sooner than expected. I got up with all good intentions even if, after what I heard, my head is in total confusion. I went on the internet looking information about him and, besides the fact that it is very good at His work, the other news is not at all reassuring. newspapers full of pictures with models from all over the planet. Second a magazine collects 300 girls a year, if not more. Well, I it all seems so absurd. Is his not the only man on the face of Land! I do not even understand why I keep thinking about him. TO be honest, I think since I came into his office.

I can not deny the fact that it is a beautiful man, then his voice is sexy, to say nothing of his deep eyes ... I'm delirious. It's not that I'm getting a fever? I do not understand either where they come from these thoughts, I am surprised myself, I never thought a man so intensely. But, I say, to me it had to happen a leader like him? It seems that the I persecute me trouble. I just wanted a dream job, I had also mentioned a leader dream. All this is so, so ... I have no idea. Maybe too much for me? I have to finish it to get me movie mental, paranoia will not lead me anywhere. Breath deeply into the building of Truston. "What do you want to be, not you're going to war!" I tell myself. There presence of my own consciousness ultimately irritates me a lot.

I know, I'm crazy. They should lock me up somewhere and throw away the key. Waiting for the lady at the reception there last time. <<Good morning>> I say with a smile on my face, I want to seem sympathetic. Well, they really are but only with people who know me well.

<<Good morning my dear. I'm Sharon. >> It looks nice. <<Come go with you in your office.>> I nod slightly holding out his hand, then I follow her in silence looking around. They are all dressed impeccably, I hope that my clothing goes well. I opted for a white dress. If I have make my entrance, which is in style then. At least I hope. To my surprise we take an elevator, I thought that the office It was where I had been during the interview but apparently surprises They never end. This place looks great attention details, yet it feels so empty, soulless.

I arrived at the 46th floor the elevator doors open to reveal something that leaves me speechless. Wow! It seems to be in a catalog of furniture. On the walls there are two paintings, one depicting the sunrise and the other sunset. It's the first thing I noticed, and I bet that they are works of some famous artist. I'm surprised but not too, I understand that Mr. Truston only wants the best. The floors are dark marble and shiny, like walking on the water surface. The walls however are white; if it were not for those two paintings, they would seem anonymous.

In the middle of the great hall, which I gather is the waiting room, there is a white leather sofa. Is very big. Who knows how many people there you can sit at the same time. I would not mind get one the same but I do not think you pull into my living room. Some sculpture here and there. I do not stop to observe them, I'm not He never has been hit. The view from here is magnificent, breathtaking.

I do not get close to the windows and I think I never will, I suffer dizziness. Let's say that all heights frighten me. even climb a ladder ... I'm just a wimp. Irony of fate He wants me to work so high. Who knows what I have done wrong to deserve this bad luck. Sharon quickly shows me the meeting room, offices of other members and, finally, that of Erik. <<Yours is there>> she says, pointing to the next door. when I enter I remain amazed by how nice and simple at the same time. I'm excited, it's the first time I have my own office.

But something is wrong. Because between my office and that of Erik's only one glass? Privacy is an option here? As I should be able to work with him beside you can watch me in any time? Or the opposite. Now that I think, he wants all this, which is why instead of a wall is a glass. That bastard! Really want to have everything under control, what It means that every time you will be in the office can enjoy the view of his secretaries, you can check if they work all the time, and no one can tell him anything.

Sharon has stopped a few minutes to explain the work I have to do and, above all, give me some tips on Erik and its preferences. In few words : everything he says is law. As soon as leaves can not resist the temptation to sit on the chair black leather swivel and swirl as if I were on a carousel. The I know, it seems a stupid thing but I could not resist, it was so long since I wanted to do it. <<I see that the office you like.>> Oh, no! His here.

I stop breathing, indeed they stop living. Congratulations, as first impression you made the figure of the child. I'm an idiot. . I blush embarrassed I settle into a more embarrassed in a composed position. Leaning against the door watching me amused, it is even more beautiful I remembered and I just made a fool of.