Beautiful But Damned

8

We ended up back in the same club last Saturday, the which is strange. <<How you come back here?>> I ask. <<Well ... you see ... I would like to meet the guy as last time, kisses from God. >> Now I understand why we are here. She smiles embarrassed. Sometimes it seems so innocent, when in fact it is a devil. I'm sure you're keeping something from me, the history of the kiss is just an excuse. I think she likes it seriously that boy, and even add much. I hope with all my heart not to meet Erik, though.

Forget it, just as you enter it known now sitting at the table the other time. Surely it is meted out to him, it is never that Mr. Truston not find a free spot. I know, I look like too bad for him but his presence brings out the worst of me. From what little I told Sharon, he is one who knows what he wants and really he get everything.

Clara disappears without telling me, as usual, but this time They forgive her. Surely the cause is that boy. I would say that The evening begins in the worst way, maybe you should have a drink over. Here I am alone at the bar to drink, I have to drown my sorrows and try to take off my head from Erik. "You're a lesbian, right?". These words make me go sideways the liquid in my mouth, would recognize that voice in one thousand. But then, I say ... I'm questions? "Good evening to you, Erik." But because it's always around? And what makes him believe that is a lesbian? "No, I'm not a lesbian just because I do not accept a drink from you. I do not understand your problem. You never received a no as an answer? ". From his expression I'd say no.

Oh, my God! He has never been refused, that's why it does so. "Come with me". I do not have time to reply that grabs me for the arm dragging me on the dance floor. I try to keep my seriousness but he is not indifferent to me. And, if I'm being sincere, to be touched by him I do not mind at all. but I I hear? What problems do I have? Since doing these thoughts? maybe granting him a dance the end to abide breathing down his neck.

Attracted by the song that has just begun - I believe his name I can fly - without thinking too much of the supporting hands around the neck and moving slow. His hands grab my hips pulling me to him. Now we are too close, and I can not remain indifferent. They too are made of flesh. Good perfume. He has everything under control and my reason is totally misty. This I had to avoid him. Our lips are too close, it's damn good. How will I resist? I feel his breath on my face, my body does not respond to any of my commands. We're too close and a kiss is arrival, I'm sure. I'm getting into trouble alone, I should go away immediately, but a part of me remains stationary and waiting kiss her, the situation is serious. Erik is not indifferent to me, I I want you to kiss me. Will be his "beautiful and damned"charm but the My body seems very interested in her, more than I could imagine. Reasons, Elisa, remember that it is a "pimp

But ... that there is no reason to hold. I decided, I want to transgress. Maybe it's the alcohol talking. What am I saying? It is the first day I would like to kiss her lips. The deeply I wish also though I should not, it's all wrong. Erik is something It is forbidden and I can not resist. I have never experienced such a thing like that, it's really the first time that I long to kiss someone. And with all the people that I could choose, I had to have a crush own my  boss? And that boss! Stop thinking and wait. I have to take the situation in hand. approach my lips brushing his hesitant and continue to brush for a few seconds. He tries to get close to seal our mouths. But the tough little spell. My thoughts are invaded by the words of Clara: <<He does so with all.>>

I'm sure you want to go the same way? I really want to be a name to add to his collection? I do not believe. Sin, However. Now that they have returned to me, I decide to leave stucco, to do something that you will not forget. I shoot back slightly and I look into his eyes, and I can swear see the desire in his eyes. What am I saying? surely ago so with all. Simply, do not kid yourself. "Erik Effect" vanished? Not I think. But, as they say, "but I can not." My hand gently stroking her face. "I'm sorry but I never have." My words raises his eyebrows, looks irritated or perhaps angry. I do not know decipher. I wonder why there are so taste to provoke him, I can not understand. "You are playing with fire, baby.

I know well and I also know that to be near you means burning. Hear that nickname out of his lips, which so wish, It does nothing but increase my desire for him. Maybe it's the If decamp, I do not believe that to remain a minute longer Would you assist me. Leave him on the track without looking, even though I would have liked to attend his disappointment.

I go to the bathroom with amusement. Who would have said? I who refuse the bachelor number one in New York. Me I have to congratulate alone, I threw fuel on the fire of About. I laugh while looking in the mirror I feel vibrate the mobile phone. Strange. Who can find me at 2:00 at night? A You ... Oh, my God! Erik. My hands are  shaking.

I open or I do not open? Still hesitant I open it:

"You can not run away forever."

I opened my eyes when I read, but do not slow to respond:

"I do not need to escape. You simply can not have me. "

This is ridiculous, we're in the same place but we send

messages instead of talking. On second thought, I ran away

really. I always do when it comes to him.

"I always get what I want, baby."

And There he is again, that's full of himself! Puffy looking up to

sky. But all those strange to me?

"Bla bla bla. Deal with it and leave me alone"

I puts the phone in the clutch and go in search of Clara. Who knows where she is. While vague to the local one hand I grabs my wrist. Erik. Who could it be? Now I used to be grasped by him. But never give up this man? Now I was bored, maybe it's time that the worst monsters of me. <<You  have to leave me alone!>> Scream. When I turn I see the His blue eyes, but two amber eyes.

 And this unknown what does him wants?