Beautiful But Damned

9

I try to free myself from his grip but not me allows, indeed it grows stronger. "Leave now!" I shout loudly. The boy seems too drunk to understand it. He approaches me dangerously and this gesture brings back only bad memories.

When I was 16, a boy, during a birthday party, he tried to kiss me by force. His hands touched  my body without a permit; I could not understand, at that time I was stuck, I could not do anything. I was scared, I was terrified, I had to defend myself but I was to be able.  If it were not for Clara who came to my rescue, I do not know how it would end. I had nightmares for months, my parents were very worried but in the end, after several sessions psychologist, I went back on their feet.

Now, for the first time after the death of my parents, Fear come back . This guy is scary. Why did I blocked again? I'm no longer a teenager. I should react, Instead I sit still.

"Hold still, I just want to have some fun '." His words to me shudder. I theless as he tries to put his filthy hands on my body but it is too strong and I can not dismiss it. please, not again, can not happen again. While are in despair, everything suddenly stops. I see the shadow of a body on the fly very bastard. Whoever it is, for I will be grateful forever.

<<If you touch her again, I'll kill you.>> I recognize that voice. <<Erik!>> I say. Tears make their way down my face, I can not control them. It came to my rescue, saved me. I never said he had a good side, maybe I was wrong.

Seems worried about me, I never wanted that He saw me so weak, I do not want anyone's pity, but now it's late. <<Hey, calm all is well.>> Where did all this come kindness? It does not seem the same man I knew in his office. <<I ... I have to go>> I stutter with a faint voice.

All we need. Never stammer, only in his presence. <<Come, I'll take you.>>They are not able to contradict him and I nod slightly.

I would reject and stay as far away as possible from him, but if it was not for Erik, I do not want to imagine how it would end. Tonight Erik Truston became from "Dark Knight" to "savior".

His arm wraps around my hips naturally, as if it were the most normal thing in the world; this gesture I indifferent, it makes me feel protected and safe. Exited by club, Erik takes me to his car.

<<I do not want you to drive in this state. Logan will warn Clara that you are going away. >>I'm not going to ask questions, even if I want to know how does he knows Clara. And who the heck is Logan? At this  I can think of tomorrow, though. Clara will give me a lot of explanations. I nod silently following him; I would not know what to say. This situation is embarrassing. During the ride in the car we remain silent, which makes me feel even more uncomfortable.

<<Thanks for everything, Erik>> I say leaning his head back and turning to look at him. <<That asshole exaggerated, you do not thank me.>> His eyes meet mine, there seems to be no need to talk, our glances say it all already. Maybe it's just me, However.

Without realizing we already arrived in my house. Here is another question I would like to do: <<How do you know where I live? >>. The curriculum. Of course, that stupid, they are sometimes too paranoid. Arriving at the front door I decide to do something I'd never had the courage to make any other moment, but I really feel the need. I turn and without I notice, I join my lips to his.

His mouth gives me free access and his hands wrap around my head in a kiss passion that I never received. After a few seconds It seems like an eternity reluctantly decided to break away. Not I'm interested in what will happen, I do not care to think about the consequences. At this moment was what I wanted, even if tomorrow I will regret.

<<Good night, and thank you>> I whisper. <<You're welcome, baby. I hope that your friend is not later to get there, I do not like the idea of knowing yourself. >> all this eagerness amazes me, it seems in no man I have known in this week.

<<Actually, I live alone>> I say sheepishly. expression of astonishment and concern it appears on his face. <<You sure you want to be alone tonight?>>. There he is again, he is back the same as always. It was good while it lasted. <<Honestly I might like your company if You ... Well, well ... If you were not "you". >> it seems amused from my words. Why is he smiling like an idiot? 

<<My reputation precedes me but do not remember ever forced anyone to do anything against their will. >> His reasoning is flawless. I have to decide quickly. What will I do? I know what I want useless to deny, his presence It makes me feel good, at least tonight. I can trust? <<Erik, would you join me tonight? Specifically: not in the sense you mean. >> 

Nods laughing. <<The thing amuses, Mr. Truston?>>. <<You can not imagine how, Miss Ston>> whispers approaching to my ear. A shiver runs through my whole body. Oh, come on! We can do, dammit. He and his provocations. Then what's that sexy voice? Damn, I'm screwed.

** author notes **

Hello guys . I'm back after a lot of months . I took a break from everything. Now I'm back an i will try to me upgrading every week. I will not promise nothing because now I'm going to college, I'm studying  Uniform Public Service, It's a little bit challenging but i know i can do it. Anyway I know that the chapter is short , next time i will try to do it more longer. If you guys like the chapter please vote for it and comment..... Thank you so much ***