Jade Today was the 24th which meant there was one day left until Christmas it had been a pretty fun and exciting week by it was also a pretty upsetting one too,the day after Niall got told the news we went to Ireland went to his funeral and came back home but for work reason it's really affected him like badly affected him I sit down on the couch picking up my phone and going onto Instagram seeing a few happy birthday pics for Louis I then post one Jadeameliahoran
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Jadeameliahoran happy birthday tommo🎈have a great day🎉 I flick through a few more then coming up to Nialls Niallhoran
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Niallhoran happy 30th birthday to the big bro! Gettin old now mate,have a good day lou! I smile then going onto Nialls profile my heart breaking at the post next to the new one Niallhoran
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Niallhoran:RIP fly high bro x
I sigh chewing my lip "what you looking at?"Niall then asks coming in I lock the phone tossing it next to me "nothin"I shrug he shakes his head sitting down next to me "so do you wanna go to Louis tonight?"I ask him he looks down nodding "yeah"he mutters the looking up and into my eyes "you sure?"I ask him he nods smiling ---------- "I feel so sorry for him right now"Perrie sighed as we both watched Niall Zayn and the kids "so do I"I mutter resting my head on my hands "how is he handling it though?"Perrie asks I shrug "I've heard him cry a few time but when I go to see if he's okay he says he's fine,I guess he's just trying to hide it"I shrug she pouts "poor boy"she sighs Dani then joining us at the table "Jade can I just ask how have you done this twice"she groans referring to being pregnant I shrug no one knows that I'm pregnant except for Niall and Perrie,Perrie probably told Zayn too though but it's okay because he can keep a secret "try carrying two at the same time"Perrie says raising her eyebrows making me laugh "it's worth it though"I smile looking back over at Niall and Zayn "you know you should call that child after me"Perrie smiles being the weird person that she is Dani rolling her eyes "I'll think about it pez"Dani laughs looking down to be honest I don't know how I'm gonna do it a third time but for now I'm gonna try to not even think about it and just think about how I'm gonna have another little one soon...I say soon though More like what feels like decades
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Ew shit I know but I have writers block with this book and it's really starting to piss me off
