-couple weeks later-this is shit btw Jade "Your going to see her again"I exclaim as Niall walks over to the front door "yeah,Jade she's 20,alone and pregnant in London that's not good"he exclaims I groan "just be back soon okay?"I ask him he nods walking out,Nialls seen his little sister more than me and I'm starting to get a tiny bit jealous and a little annoyed that he hardly sees the kids "has he gone again"Ella exclaims as she walks out of the kitchen "yeah,but don't act like your 21 El"I shake my head walking back into the kitchen with her "when will Alex be over?"Logan then asks I shrug looking over at Jace laughing when I see he has all his food all over his face "soon lo"I sigh getting a cloth and wiping Jaces face "is Zaynie,Ava and Pez coming over?"Ella asks both of them sitting back at the table "yes Zaynie,Ava and Pez are coming too"I roll my eyes she still uses the name Zaynie and Pez from when she was younger "yay"Ella squeals getting up and running away "where's daddy though?"Logan asks "he's gone to see auntie Katie he'll be back soon"I sigh ------ "He's gone to see her again"Perrie exclaims I nod Zayn shaking his head "I get he wants to get to know her but it's been a couple weeks now he knows enough"Zayn says looking annoyed with him "I know it's making me a little sad"I sigh resting my head on my hands "no wonder I'd be depressed if Zayn did it"Perrie exclaims "I think I'm more sad for the kids though because he's never here and he's bought her all sorts,and all the time Logan's asking where he is and Ella's keeps saying she misses him and I feel bad"I sigh tears falling out of my eyes "sorry"I mutter wiping them away "aww Jade"Perrie sighs coming over and hugging me "it's just I miss him I see him for like five minutes everyday"I sigh Perrie letting go of me "where does Katie live?"Zayn asks "in the apartments down the road"I sniffle wiping my eyes and looking down "and she came round the other night and she was so rude to me"I sigh shaking my head "little bitch"Perrie exclaims making me laugh Ella then coming out of nowhere "pezza"she exclaims making me laugh even more when she apologies "Perrie you can mind the kids right?"Zayn asks Perrie nodding but giving him a confused look "come on Jade"he the says grabbing my wrist and nearly dragging me out the house --------- Zayn knocks at the door looking the most angry I've ever actually seen him "Zayn lets go I don't want things between you and n-"I can't even finish my sentence as Zayn kicks open the door,Niall and Katie both look at the door there eyes widened "you"Zayn shouts pointing at Niall "Home now"he shouts pointing at the door,usually Niall would be really scared of Zayn like he was his big brother but Niall just sits there with a huge smirk on his face "you know what Zayn just forget it,he doesn't care about us anymore"I sigh and,eventually,drag Zayn out of the door we walk down the corridor and that's when I hear footsteps I look Back seeing Niall at the door looking like he's not sure what to do "just go back to her Niall"I shake my head and run down the stairs dragging Zayn with me ---------------------- I sigh as I sit on the couch,Jace cuddled into me drinking his bottle,one of his tiny hands playing with my hair and his eyes staring at the tv,usually I'd be thinking about how lucky I am to have a happy and healthy family but now I'm thinking about life and what it's come to,my husbands ditched me for his younger sister and I know that sounds so selfish but when you don't see him it doesn't seem selfish anymore Why the fuck would he want me now anyway?Ive got uglier as the years have gone on,in my opinion I'm fat after having three kids,there's probably a few grey hairs on my head,I probably get on his nerves with my moaning,maybe meeting his sister was the perfect excuse to slowly break up with me I look down and slightly smile when I see Jaces eyes close I walk up the stairs putting Jace in the cot and then turning on the baby monitor,I go into my room finding Ella and Logan asleep on the bed I smile taking a picture of the two snuggled up together I just imagine my life if Niall just left me now,I'd have three perfect children,I'd find a perfect house away from the city but not to far,I know Perrie and Zayn would help me out,I'd still have an amazing job,and maybe we live a great life,but I don't want that to happen I want Niall infact I need Nialls,he's been by my side for as long as I can remember He was my best friend for three years,and then my partner for the next nine,that's twelve years with the love of my life and I fall more in love with him every day,but maybe its different for him maybe he doesn't I mean our relationship was his first in years and it was probably his longest after a month of course he's bored now I go out of the room and sit in the stairs leaning on the wall and watching the door,waiting for him if he ever comes
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