Alone.
All alone.
So many people around me yet I feel so alone.
People singing, dancing, laughing, talking around me, yet I just stare at them and feel so far away from them. So gone from reality.
I'm all alone in a grey, cloudy world.
Everything is the same, nothing matters.
I don't care.
The world could stop turning yet I wouldn't even care.
Grey.
Grey.
Grey.
Everything is grey.
It's the word that describes what I am feeling inside of me the most.
For me "grey" stands for
Numbness
Hopelessness
Sadness
Emotionless
Unhappiness
Loneliness
And so much more.
I feel all of these emotions all at once inside of me.
It makes no sense.
Only I myself can understand them.
They make me want to hide under my duvet and never leave my safe place ever again.
But I have to, I have to get up and go in circles every day, like a robot I do the things I have to do, I smile, I talk, I laugh.
But am I really happy?
Am I really okay?
Am I really living, or just existing?
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QUOTES ABOUT LIFE
PoetryMy thoughts about life written down, I hope you enjoy them and maybe you will find your own thoughts in them.
