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Poetry

My thoughts about life written down, I hope you enjoy them and maybe you will find your own thoughts in them.

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by letmebecomehappy

by letmebecomehappy

Tired, so tired.

I'm surround by people, laughing and talking

I join in.

But I know I don't fit in.

Nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing.

I'm nothing.

I'm surrounded by a shell that pretends everything is okay.

But on the inside I'm empty, so empty.

So numb but at the same time sad, hurt and angry.

I wish I could just run away from everything.

But I can't.

I stay, because I don't want to be alone either.

I'm scared of losing the people that mean everything to me.

What if I wake up one day and my father has passed away?

Or what if I wake up one day and I'm suddenly 70 years old.

Time just rushes past and I can only watch how everything changes.

I'm terrified.

What do I do after school?
I want to be a child forever,

I don't want to move out of my parent's house,
move away, start building up my own life.

I can't.

But what can one do when life doesn't stop for anyone and you just have to let whatever happens, happen.