Struggles of the empty soul

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June 21, 16 - 6:16am

Don't you hate it when people suddenly change up on you? Like you'll be having the most amazing time with a person. You could be talking about everything and nothing, I doesn't have to be important as long as it with that person, you treasure every moment of it.

You're finally at that point where you've considered them a consistent in your life, something you need daily, to keep you going, too boost your outlook on life in general. Trusting and putting your all into that one person because you think they feel the same as you do about them.

Then a time comes and they just..

Stop.

They don't holla no more, they don't want to talk, they make up lame excuse as to why they've been distant, and you accept them because you need them back in your life, but that's just it.. They're not coming back. They're done with you.

Then you're having a war with yourself as to what could possibly have happened, in that short space of time to have lost someone's interest so suddenly. Lost someone you put on such a high pedestal, above everyone you've ever loved before.

It causes you to build insecurities, question yourself and your self worth. Was I not attractive enough, was I not smart or funny enough? Is there someone else? You consider a numerous amount of possibilities but the truth is they've just had enough of you in general, for whatever reason that may be, and they're not coming back. They don't want you anymore.

You've basically been disowned to a person you considered 'home'.