\\Phan One-Shots//

Is this okay?

TW~ none
Type of fic~ fluffy stuff
🎹=Dan
P.s please tell me I'm not the only one that squealed when they saw that photo. SO CUTE!!! Not mine by the way.

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Living with Phil hadn't always been easy. It was hard to adjust to living with someone who wasn't  someone that I had spent my whole life with aka my parents or my siblings. It was weird waking up in a different house then the one you grew up in. Not to mention that Phil is a mess, but the good kind. Sometimes. But I guess this is like heaven compared to what he had to live with at home.
   It was scary the so first night.
~~~Memory thing~~~

It was dark in his room. It was dark in the whole damn house if you think about it. Dan and Phil got in late and couldn't unpack that much besides blankets and pillows, not to mention his piano.
Which meant that Dan had to try and sleep without his Christmas lights atop his headboard. Key word being try. He wasn't trying very hard. Anyway, Dan had developed the habit of playing when we wanted to stop thinking or when he couldn't sleep.
  [Now to Dans p.o.v]
I told Phil about this habit before we had moved in together and I just hoped that He wouldn't mind my playing. I have this thing were when I need to think, feeling sad, or just overwhelmed I play the piano to calm my nerves. When I had brought it up Phil he said that it was perfectly fine, if it helped me. I just really hope that he meant it.

The thoughts were impossible to ignore, I needed to play. I needed to get this out of my skin, out of my mind. So as I was walking through our flat I couldn't help but notice the light escaping Phil's room from under his door. Was he awake? I had no clue. It wouldn't surprise me if he was, but usually as soon as his head hit the pillow he was out like a light. (LIGHT!) Yes it was normal for us to stay up fairly late but moving took exercise. Exercise and strength, both of which I didn't do nor have. So we just moved the heavy stuff and the basic necessities for the night.

  Buy this time I was already I the lounge. -which is where we put it because we were to lazy to put it in my room- As I got comfortable on the piano bench and put my hands to the keys I already knew what song I was going to play,(press play now pls) Novule Bianche by Ludovico Einaudi. My all time favorite piece, I knew it by heart it's a part of me. And as I started playing the opening of the song I could feel the tension in my muscles fall and my worries wash away. This had always calmed me. It was just the piano and I. My thoughts had vanished as did my sense of reality.

When My mum or dad watched me play they said that it was like I was in my own little world, just me. All alone.

Now I know I said that my thoughts vanished but not all, some are left behind. Not the existential ones. No, these ones were nice and calming and one person would alway show up in them. It never seemed to fail. When I was playing he was the one to plague my mind. He never really left as a matter of fact he was always in the back of my thoughts waiting for the perfect time to pop back up.

I was so caught up in my head that I hadn't heard the footsteps heading this way. That and the piano didn't help me be able to hear over it. I figured it was probably Phil seeing as he and I were hopefully the only ones in our flat. He could be quite sneaky if he really wanted to be.
My suspicions were confirmed as I saw the flicker of blue eyes beside me in the corner of my eye. Phil having seated himself on the piano bench next to me had leaned his head on my shoulder. I tried to not focus on his beautiful form and concentrate on the piece I was playing. But, I couldn't help it when my thoughts began to wonder to how soft his lips would be if I were to kiss them. Or the fact that this was as close as we had been sense last year. (2012. Sorry😭) Or that this could all be a dream and none of it real. That he could be sleep walking.....
----itty-bitty time skip cause I'm lazy---- Still Dans Pov

I had finished the piece long ago but Phil and I were still sitting next to each other in front of the piano. Neither of us saying a word. We both kinda knew that if we tried to talk we would mess up this time we had to ourselves just in each others presence.

We were content to just sit here not saying a word. And that was all that we needed.

DONE!!!!   Sorry it took so long I was on vacation. Ugh, I had to del with my family. Hope you liked it!!! Bye!