Juvia's POV
I headed back home running. I forced my door open and slammed it without bothering to lock it. I went up to my room as I felt a couple tears run down my face.
'He just pities me. I thought he was different,' I thought.
I hated pity.
It was a reason why people thought depression was a joke. They assume they want pity and attention. It was a stupid reason. They don't realize that's a reason why people hide it to begin with. I began to think I overreacted. I calmed down a little and stopped crying.
'Maybe I should apologize' I thought.
Then heard my phone buzz. I pressed the home button as I checked the screen not too please with what it said:
Gray:
You are and ugly and disgusting person. It's funny how you thought I could be different.
I reread the message over and over again.
I took off his jacket and threw it to the side on the floor.
I rolled up my sleeve taking the same old blade from my bag.
I felt so vulnerable without feeling that same pain.
Most of my cuts were starting to heal.
I dragged the blade in scattered motions on my arms.
'Juvia deserves this pain. I'm just someone who people pity the same old ugly Juvia,' I thought before everything turned black.
Gray's POV.
I went back to the carnival thinking to myself.
I saw Natsu and Lucy together sitting at one of the umbrella tables so they wouldn't get wet.
"I see you guys are finally a thing," I said.
They were the only gang members I really kept talking to.
Lucy nodded as a rose blush tinted her cheeks.
"Soooo how did it go?," Lucy asked.
I saw Natsu was stuffing himself with chili and hot dogs. He didn't seem to notice I was there.
"What are you talking about?," I asked.
"Juvia and you. You did run after her," Lucy replied.
"I would rather not talk about it," I said sitting down at a table.
"What happened? Come on. I need something new for my blog. Ooh that reminds me I need to update my relationship status," Lucy asked.
"I gave her my jacket. And said some things I shouldn't have and she ran," I said ashamed.
She took her phone out almost instantly and put on her "blog glasses". She began to type in amazing speed.
"So you gave her your navy jacket. Hmm. You feel bad? Ok. There we go send!," she began saying as she typed.
I looked at her nodding to her question.
"I don't know what to do," I said putting my head down on the table.
"Wake up ice brain. She's asking on the blog. Check your phone," Natsu said poking my face as he stuffed himself with his other hand.
I looked at my phone surprised on how quickly she wrote an article and how many views it already had. I saw it already had a survey at the end and many comments.
"68.5 percent of my fellow readers say you should go after her no matter what. 30 percent say to grow a pair and ask her out. And the rest say follow your heart," Lucy said resting her hands on her hips.
"Your amazing Luce! What did I do to deserve you!," Natsu said practically bowing to her with a twinkle in his eye.
"I know I know. But you're my hot fire ball," Luce said lovingly.
"Awwww Luce," Natsu said with a smirk before pulling Lucy into his lap.
"Natsu," Lucy whispered in his ear.
"Umm guys I'm still here," I said trying not to vomit.
Lucy just waved me off.
"Just listen to the blog," Natsu said before leaning in and kissing Lucy.
"I'm out," I said before realizing I couldn't find my phone to check the blog.
'Weird I swear I had it before I talked to Lyon,' I thought.
I tried to rely on Lucy's words and began to walk towards her house in the pouring rain.
I knew where it was since when I went home I occasionally saw her going home.
I just hoped she would understand.
I need to help her for her.
I found her house and knocked on the door. There was no response. I was desperate and needed to talk to her. "Juvia! Open up!," I shouted but with no use. I saw there was no car in the drive way and open the door. I saw the lights were on in one of the rooms. I looked through the window seeing it looked like a bedroom.
'She has to be inside,' I thought.
I tried the silver door handle and felt that the door was unlocked. I walked inside noticing how hot I was I took off my shirt.
I noticed wet footprints on the carpet floor leading upstairs.
I followed the footprint curiously seeing a door slightly open. I dropped my shirt as I fully open the door~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Oooohhhh cliff hanger! So what do you think happened to Juvia? Anyways I'm trying really hard to do more updates. It's becoming easier now that I have an idea. My writers block is coming to and end! Anyways thanks for reading. please vote and comment!
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