NEIGHBORS (ON HOLD )

CHARAPTER 12 the heart broken heart breaker

  We went inside the classroom as well ,Dave seating next to me, Luke staring at me from the other side of the room  and I just thinking why I had such a hard love life, the bell rang and it meant it  was time for the second class I was still staring at the pen that Luke gave me last year when I felt a hand on my shoulder and blood rushing to my head " it's time to go " said Dave as he grabbed my backpack and put it over his right shoulder while putting his backpack on his left shoulder I stoop up from my desk ,grabbed my phone and my bracelet which I usually take off to write notes , I could easily  realize that my head and my heart were still into Luke . I was still for a second until Dave said " umm we're going to be late for science class" I turn around and smile trying to keep my tears in we both walked to science class were Luke and I once met ,we were in first grade in science class ,the moment he said 'hi 'we became best friends he said he just moved and i was really happy because I was new in that school as well  Luke was born in Ontario  Canada and I was born in new Jersey, USA.  He said girls were ugly ,I said boys were gross ,he said I was dumb ,he cried when I said he was a monster my mom and his mom that same day became best friends, so we some how were forced to spend time with each other every day  we finally learned to get along and at the beginning of second grade we were best friends, we even made a promise that said we will be best friends no matter what , I still fill guilty  for braking that promise ,he said ,he could explain everything that happened (the day that he was kissing stephannie)I was so dumb for humiliating him in front of the whole school and now almost every single girl thinks he's a jerk. Dave and I went into science class ,Dave was seating next to me since Luke wasn't at science class " I'm sorry Luke ",I said under my breath " I'm sorry what you said " Asked Dave.  I quickly thought about a lie and said " I need to go to the bathroom " the teacher said I could go ,so I ran out of class ,went to the bathroom and cried my eyes out when I was done crying I washed my face and went to the gym ,just because I needed some more time alone thinking about my mistake and luke's mistake as well . I opened the gym doors and realized that Luke was there I went in quitly and sat down next to Luke " having a tough time ?" I asked he looked at me and half smiled I knew him very well and knew that he was okay , he was sad " I'm sorry " He said , I opened my mouth but  no words came out " I'm sorry too " I finally said and turned around to face him he hugged and I smiled . He tried to kiss me but I took a step back to prevent it from happening "I don't think it's the right time" I said while a tear rolled down my cheeks I looked at the mirror in front of me and Luke looked at the mirror as well " you look like your mom a lot , she was really pretty " I heard the word mom and I faced down ,looking away from the mirror ,he then said " She had really nice hazel eyes "  I looked back at the mirror and stared at my hazel eyes  it felt like if I was looking at her eyes ,just like I did before she died ,just because she saved ... my life , I realized that my eyes were just like hers , I begin crying again, the horrible memory of seeing her in the ground, getting hit by a car   came into my mind like I repeat "I'm sorry ,I'm didn't mean to " said Luke as he hugged me just like he did when mom died . I let out a breath I never knew I was holding in I realized I was already out of class for too long so I told Luke I needed to go to class ,so he stood up and walked to class with me ,I came in first and sat on my chair the teacher didn't notice since ,he was grading papers ,like then came in and said " I'm sorry I'm late , I felt asleep in the gym " since the science teacher was really nice he let Luke in without questions  he told Dave to let Luke sit were he usually seats ,next to ,so Dave stood up and walked to his desk which was in front of mine ,Luke sat next to me and gave me a warm smile ,I smiled back ,with the memory of my mom still haunting my mind , I don't know why but I still blame myself for her death ,after all ,she died ,for saving my life .... we were walking down the sidewalk after all and all of the sudden a car comes and it was out of control it was going towards me mom pushed me away but I guess it was too late for her to move after pushing me away because the car came in crashing into her at a very high speed, doctors said  she died  instantly but I still think she didn't, I heard her say " I love you" ,when she was on the ground  lying I cried even harder when when she said that  the police and the ambulance came a couple of minutes later I was frozen I didn't move at all they called my dad the driver was still alive but he died the to the hospital they did analysis on him and it showed he was drunk. The day went by flying ,at the end of the school day Dave went with me to my house but I told him I wanted Luke to come with us ,he said it will be better if I just don't talk to him for now ,but Luke still came with us all of us were quite the whole way back home .

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