Just A Dream

Chapter 34

*Katie's POV*

"She shouted at you and hung up? I don't know why and how she did that. I'm sorry El." I apologized to El because of how Ellie treated her.

That was a bit weird. I mean Eleanor didn't do anything wrong in my opinion. I should be calling her to see what's wrong.

"It's okay and now how are you baby?"

El asked, smiling again.

"Well I don't actually know Eleanor. I miss him so much, nobody can understand me or even get me. I feel completely lost and broken."

"Everythimg's going to be okay, trust me." She tried to comfort me.

"I trust you." I smiled.

It feels soo good to have someone around and because I have her now, I feel strong, but I actually need Gemma. She's the one that can make me feel better and stronger than ever. I just want to call her but then I can't explain what have happened to Harry.

"Anne is on her way with Gemma." Louis suddenly shouted, as he entered the room.

"What?" I jumped off. "Who told them?"

"I didn't." Eleanor explained.

"Twitter plus it's written in the newspaper. I have no Idea who has told them." He kept shouting.

"What are we going to do?" I tried so hard not to have water in my eyes but I couldn't help it to be honest.

"I don't really know." Louis spoke.

"Oh my god, they can't handle seeing him like this and I can't look them in the eyes and tell them I'm the reason.. I can't do this." Now I cried.

"Gemma is calling you." El gave me the phone.

"You don't have to take this call." Louis came to sit next to me.

"Hello?" I actually spoke without to cry.

"WHAT HAPPENED TO HARRY,KATIE?" She shouted, crying a bit.

"We.. we had a car accident." I cried, as I heard Anne screaming.

"WHAT?"

"Gemma, please don't bring Anne and come. Please, I'm here with him 24/7."

"Weren't you the reason of him being in a hospital right now?"

As I heard this, it felt like a shotgun straight into my heart.

I gave Louis the phone and ran to the toilet.. I mean the small bathroom.

"What did you tell her?" I could her Louis shouting.

I opened the fauset , so I don't hear their conversation.

There I found it.. Harry's shaver. I don't even remember bringing it with me.

'Don't ever do this again'

I still remember his words but I can't be strong. I fell in love with someone and I don't even know how I got him.

But I did get him. We hardly fell for eachother and now what?

He's in a hospital because of ME.

He was my everything! The reason I'm alive and now he disappeared, so I have no reason to live.

Maybe Gracie, but yeah even Gracie I won't be seeing her everyday, it's every holiday so where's the actual point?

She won't even love me the way I will love her.