Just A Dream

Chapter 37

*Katie's POV*

Day 20

Nothing is actually happening at all. Nothing new. Everyday is like the other. They come visit me and go. Eleanor and Louis one day, Liam and Niall the other day and then there's Zayn, who comes and goes.

It makes me sick to know that even they are tired of this. They won't say, but I can clearly see this in their eyes. They come and we basically don't do anything,even my tears don't fall anymore, they don't come down and anymore, unless I'm holding Harry's phone and watching all the pictures we had together. All our crazy and stupid selfies. It feels so bad, watching them and then turning back to reality. To a sleep Harry, who does not want to wake up.

I don't want to loose hope.. but I need a miracle..

Day 22

Yesterday was like Everyday.

But today was special.

The boys and Eleanor came to visit today,they all came together, bringing food and drinks and snacks with them.

We kept talking about Christmas and Louis's birthday. I can't even explain how excited I was for this but now that Harry is not here, I can already forget about enjoying or accomplishing anything..

I mean I keep saying this all the time. If Harry is here, he would tell me to be happy and enjoy Christmas and he will just try to make all my dreams come true. But I just can't get out of this room. I can't leave Harry alone. I should be there for him and never leave because he saved me from killing myself. Yes I still remember. I was holding his shaver, when he looked me very deep in my eyes and I could see water. I could see him shocked, not knowing what to say or how to even talk with me.

I felt so bad, seeing him in that situation. I'm just not leaving. I'm never leaving.

-- Day 25 --

Yesterday was the best day of my whole Life. The day everything happened.

---- flashback ----

*Louis's POV*

I had seriously nothing to do now, but I'm so so excited for tonight.

I'll be finally seeing my family and well celebrating my birthday with them and Eleanor by my side.

I can't believe I'm growing up, that is kind of crazy.

I came to the day where I feel like No, I don't want to grow up. I want to be forever young.

But being with my family and girlfriend just at night celebrating is my favorite thing ever. There's nothing better I can wish for seriously.

I called mom but no answer.

Then I dialed Lottie's number but still no answer.

Even Fizzy declined the call.

Well then nobody's answering me. Impressive.

I thought I'd go visit Katie, since I didn't yesterday. I miss Harry.

I just want us to get back to the old times, where he was awake..

We had the days of our lives.

I made my way to the garage and drove, as I hopped in the car.

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The door was half open. So I just listened to Katie as she was talking to Harry, before I could enter.