Tough Life{Sequel To Its Complicated}

Here we go again

So Joshua has been really trying to make up. Hes been doing all sorts of things
And I don't know if I'm falling for hin again...am I?
Cuz if I am its bad...
Hes one of those guys.
Who leave a girl broken
So how do I stop?
Last time it ended badly. ..
Will this time be the same?
This time he really seems to care....
But I wont let that fool me.
The idea of dating him again isn't bad...
But I dont know what made me come back to him
This time its not his looks or anything like that...
Its his smarts... personality,  he cares
I don't know what made him change but its good...
Is this true or am I blind again?
Lately I feel empty
But not around him
Its like my heart starts beating only when I'm around him
And when I'm not it just stops
And I feel empty again
Its like only he can end this...
Here we go again ..