Tough Life{Sequel To Its Complicated}

I Love You Too

After what happened between me and Josh I've been avoiding him a bit....
I don't know what to do
It wasn't supposed to go like that
It wasn't supposed to happen
But somehow it did and now I'm all messed up cuz what does one do when they sleep with their ex?
I kept replaying it in my head over and over again
And I didn't know why I let it happen
Yea I do still have feelings for him but I don't want to get hurt again...
I have to talk to him
Or something
Damn...
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I was in the park on my favorite bench
I saw Josh walking up to me so I got up and started walking away

"Maya!" he grabbed my hand and pulled me
I ended up like 2 inches away from him and my hands were on his chest
He was looking behind me and then looked at me

"Stop looking at me like that!" I said

"Like what?" he said with those huge puppy eyes

"Like you've seen me naked "

"Well I did"

I gave him a death glare

"Maya you know I love you. And I know you have feelings for me too...I don't think what happened was a mistake "
I tried to pull away and he wrapped his arms around my waist

"Let me go"

"No"

We just stared into each others eyes

"I love you Maya...how many times go I have to apologise?"

"I don't know" I said quietly after a few seconds

"I love you Maya...I love you"

I glanced at his lips
I wanted to kiss him so badly
He saw my glance and leaned in slowly
He gave me a light slow kiss
It lasted around 3 sec and when it finished our lips brushed off each other

".......I love you too"