My Kpop Oneshots!

Self-consious

Warning: cuss words and suggestions of sexual activities
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I was at work, handing a man his change, when my phone went off. Lucky for me, my break just started.
"Thank you sir, have a great day!" I told the man. "You too, young lady!" He said back. *🎵~Baby,~You are,~Just, Just right-* "Hello?" I answered my phone.
"Hey Y/N!" "Hey Tae!! What's up?" It was my best friend, Taehyung. "Well," he started, "I was wondering if you wanted to do something with me today?" I was so happy. He's been away for a while, visiting his family and I haven't been able to see him. "Really?! Omg, yes!! What do you wanna do?"
"How about the pool?" He said, the hopefulness in his voice evident. "Tae! You know how I feel about wearing swim suits!" "I know, I know. I just...we can go to a swim shop and pick out something that you would feel comfy in! Please Y/N!" "Fine! But I get to pick my suit out! Alright?" I said.
I'm very self-consious about my body.

-FLASHBACK-

When I was in school, I was always picked on and called fat. In highschool, I made sure I only weighed 130 pounds. Then, I was picked on for being too skinny. I was never perfect and I'm still not. I never really had any friends either. At least, not till I met Tae. We met when we were around 19.
I was at the mall rushing around to find the store that had my dress that I was wearing to my cousin's wedding that day and I was gonna be late if I didn't get the dress and get to the wedding within 20 minutes. It is really important I get there a little early since I'm the maid of honor.
When I finally got there, I ran up to the front desk at the same time as another person, A boy, then at the same time we both said her name. Then looked at eachother curiously.
"Who are you?" He asked me. "I'm Y/F/N Y/L/N, who are you?" "My name is Kim Taehyung, nice to meet you." Then we shook hands. After that we both got what we needed and walked out while still talking. Then he offered me a ride to the wedding.
When we got there we had to split up. When the wedding was about to start, Kendle, the bride, said that the best man was bringing in her bouquet in a minute and asked me to go wait for him. When I was waiting, I saw Taehyung walking down the hall with a bundle of flowers. He was staring at them, trying to make sure they were perfect. When he looked up and saw me, he almost tripped and fell down and dropped the flowers. But he caught his balance and kept walking. When he got to me he told me I looked really nice and handed me the flowers, then ran off.
After that wedding, me and him exchanged numbers. We never stopped talking and hanging out after that.

-END FLASHBACK-

"Fine." He said. I was glad he'd agreed. "Alright I'll see you after my shift, bye!" "Bye!" Then I hung up.

>>TIME SKIP>>

I had gotten off work and met Taehyung at the swim shop. When we walked in, he ran straight to the swimsuit section for girls. He knows my size, so I let him pick out a few for me to try out.
He picked out all bikinis...ugh. "Tae," I said, "these are all two pieces. I wanted something to cover up everything." "Just try them on. I have something you can use to cover yourself up if you want to."
So, I agreed and went to try them on. The first one was a black top with black and white stripped bottoms. "Oh and Y/N!" Tae yelled. "I want to see you in all of them!" I was nervous. This would be the first time he saw me in something like this. "O-ok!" I yelled back. Then, I started changing.
"Ok," I said, "here I come! Number one!" I then walked out of the dressing room. When he saw me, he didn't say anything, he just sat there...mouth agape.
"W-wow, Y/N...you look amazing..." I was embarrassed because of my figure, so I started back to the dressing room. I was almost there when I felt arms wrap around my waist.
"We're getting this one, right?" He whispered in my ear. His hot breath on my ear sent shivers throughout my body. "N-no, I don't like this one." I said. "Why not? Is it because you're scared of what others will think?"
"I-i uh..." I was stuck, I didn't know what to say. "You know Y/N, you're beautiful. Have I ever told you that?" His head was now resting on my shoulder as both his arms found their way around my waist. I just shook my head.
"No? Really? Well, you are." I scoffed. "Please Tae, don't try to make me feel better about myself."
I didn't want to hear these lies from him. I know I'm not beautiful...i will never be beautiful...ever.
"I'm not, I mean it." He stated in a deep husky voice. Then I was turned around and we were face to face. "T-tae?" "Hmm?" He was staring at me, observing me from top to bottom, licking his lips.
"What are you doing?" I asked. "How can I prove to you that I meant what I said?" He asked me. "H-huh?" I knew exactly what he meant. "Y/N, I really did mean it. You are perfect in every way. In my eyes, you are the most beautiful thing."
I was blushing like crazy. I looked down, not being able to make eye contact.
He grabbed my chin and lifted it to make me look at him. Then, he said the words I've wanted to hear for a long time.
"Y/N...I love you. I love you so much." Then, he leaned in and kissed me. It was a beautiful kiss. So passionate. It was amazing. Although I was slightly surprised about the gesture, I slowly melted into it. I wrapped my arms around his neck and we were in bliss.
Then I remembered about the bathingsuit. "Tae," I said breathlessly, "I still have the bathingsuit on." He just chuckled. "Ok, but, instead of going to the pool, you wanna head back to my place?" "You have something to take care of." He stated, gesturing to his area. That was when I noticed the huge bulge. I don't know where this huge wave of confidence came from, but next thing I know, I'm inching closer. When our bodies were touching, I looked up at him and gave him a small peck.
Then I leaned up to his ear and whispered, "Fine, but when we get there, I want you to fuck me senseless." Then I poked him in the chest making him fall into the chair he was previously sitting in. He was so surprised. But I was too.
Then, after I got changed, we both rushed to the car and rushed to his house.
That night, was the best night of my life. I don't think I will ever be self-consious again.